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How Is It If the Truth Is Always There? - 22nd June 2019

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Ananta emphasizes that truth is ever-present and only obscured by the stubborn attachment to the false idea of being a separate 'something'. He guides seekers to drop all conceptual baggage and expectations to recognize their natural state.

The truth is what always is; only the false has to be given up.
If there is God, there cannot be me. If there is me, there cannot be God.
Self-knowledge is that which you cannot find, because you are already that.

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Transcript

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Ananta

I think of everyone who succeeds to be a Guru Ji. Bawarchi today once said it does not have to be found; only the false has to be given up. The truth is what is, that which always is. The false is that which comes and goes, and it is this attachment to the false that seems to obscure. So how is it, if the truth is always there, that it seems to take so long to find? So in a way, it is our own stubborn insistence on the false entity of things that makes this a seeming journey. But what if this is just one's idea? 'I am something.' But once it's there, 'I am as mother,' 'I am something'—this is all of the trouble. So what is the basis of being something? Unless it was something that is this division, you know? 'I am' and 'I am something.' Even the appearance of this that we call the world, is this something that's inherent in this world in the sense that as soon as the waking state dawns, what is world appearance then? This is worth investigating. Is it inherently the appearance of this what is called mind, that you already consider yourself a seeker? If it was that reason, we don't do the party posture. So it is not in the appearance of the screen, but it is in the believing in the idea of 'I' or separation. This learned self-interest is basically that which seems to make it extend. And one of the main reasons for this seeming journey to be elongated for most persons is that classic example: once then I see the variable 'me,' how does that help? This is the hardening of the spiritual signal. It's connected to the recognition that there is no such separation; there is no separate entity. I will keep repeating this exactly, but it is not strange. It is very popular techniques, but we don't think that we are cats. The people, they do not see that there is no cat, and then all those that have the cat, not that I see that there is no cat. So this selfishness is in continuous, and the mind tries to walk the spiritual experiences also into our selfishness. 'Oh, that I had such an amazing experience of the truth,' or 'calm with the Self.' What does that mean for you? But when you saw that there is only the Self, the Self is there. I mean, it's impossible. I think it's said the 'me' is very now. If there is God, there cannot be 'me.' If there is 'me,' there cannot be God. When you live at your reality, you find only in yourself the Self. I'm doing it yourself, but the mind doesn't give up to convince the Self into itself that it did something. 'I am something,' even using that. This is what is called the spiritual ego. I'm just really trying to keep 'me' alive to have some spiritual insight, spiritual experiences. We are really from the 'I,' as a result of them. When they die, they become money like this, especially the not-existing one. So this is what it is. That's why I say, do not yet see the more byproducts expect they can come or not. Joy comes? Good. It doesn't come? Good. Ananda is this Sat-Chit-Ananda. Stay with the Sat, the rest will take care of itself with me. And clean after that, there is to it running away from the Sat. Oh, find this and not be concerned about any of the byproducts of this Sat. This is the main point. And you see it, feel it, touch it, smell it. It's not a place, actually. And you will need this community like a trade equation. E=mc² cannot be conceptualized, interpreted, and come on you lately this kind. So what is that which cannot be perceived and yet kept up with this time? Does that mean it's a large charge? Maybe the most courage to find ourself more. It is, in fact, this which cannot be loosely and cannot be described as a parent to write. It is in a way where we're looking for. If you the witness, because he will proceeding this time, you see you cannot deny degrees you, but you cannot describe that. But very subtly, this very same equation: what is that that one little fun cannot see? You are aware of this perception and not aware that you like that. Not quickly, because soon it hadn't tricked clear to you. Self-knowledge is that which you cannot is actually made of all finding. There are lose it this back part only doubles. Like I said, it will come at me and see this section. Now if you heard this one most rapidly, this will be really, really unheard. Is not, or you check what he himself, then you nearly I'm it impossible to struggle little secret. It 'what's in it for me' is not what is expected to happen is wrong for they really are the difference in scale or experience is much with I simply am. Just business. What is you now? If you're expecting that this room means anything else as in some experience what's happened and we are not entering of perception. If you're expecting something to change you now that I see myself, I found myself only. I live, eat, it is the same risk at exactly. So non is contracted to the middle. That's all there is. My cat, the orders live, check for the cat. Oh, how do you talk to them? Somehow I became a good Lord, but now it's different. Good enough.

Ananta

Fortunately, discovery of the second 'me' for the non-existent. So the cities have given us many, many you click on carries. All of them are available and if you just one or two you in fact that it is school it simply. So let's look at them one at one pointer is like everything on them please. It's not the reality that you're getting too young for you to find that really this does not come in you. So exception as well to the rift where people see and then go. Nothing comes and steals anything that comes in its place now. Ideal thoughts, emotions, sensations—he plays with all of this in the realm of perception. So that all to do not keep to the standard or we are retrieve is the sages of the comments. So what does what needs that standard of truth which there? So it is a premium. We will make that Saturday is your reality the possible. So does anything demonic civil meet that standard? Is it able to describe reality in any view? And if it is exactly many times it if you ask someone to describe either a smooth or mean perception, the sketch is going badly. It's far a aspect of the appearance that million concepts you cannot escape this to me is so that Maya which part you describe this tightly phenomenal appearance then we cannot definitely describe that which is empty authority about. So now they can I describe the Saguna decipher the body we rely on. One definition of satsang: the company of the truth. So between you should be not like what do we rely on to domesticate that we just cannot that limited boil in the way this is representing the non-existent class. It's not getting us any pilot. I will be clear. The notion that I'm something is made of only of these ideas. This way that we are experiences or white want that has built its quality this world makes up this idea now and kill these machines and clear these ideas become towards the box. Let that reality just is. Reality is what it is, it always is. Leave it. But it's possible that the person asked, so if it is this endel tendencies which is called ignorance which get married now and activate of them there is no better for that. No, there is no better if you use Atma. The energy is what it is. The pellets Moscow reason then the business very logically first he said when and how awfully good he said to this one who which will be so far and some of it so it's okay display along with even if you going to do yes. So this what is and just to fill in future I will a losses distinction it doesn't have in reality which description this what is both the rule phenomena lately aspect of it and the bond phenomenal a spectacle the goal is to clear awareness is what it is and it is a paragraph now my profit should be Louise that you cannot start it unless you put some expectation on this. Unless you put some expectation in some meaning some height we are on top of this it is the entrance to the case the design the false image but let me make that you go to that expectation this one cases we are not in a distinguished distribution between an ayah first aspect and the unhappy but it is clear to you not as a perception of is a concern yes it is with a nature cannot offensive we are appealed to do all the things our efforts really embody all the Windy City's exclude listings from all the traditional same now if we don't practice recording above what seems to be the way water to box it up and wheat lately when expecting out of things that I was doing that day and I found out it's such a politics to anything I have always just be happy that was the point. So okay let's make it very simple if we expect if it is not we have to have a point and forget it is beyond everything that your intellect and pattern and all your points and pointlessness is any real time as you need what is right now if you are expecting to fit it into your intellectual bond then you will have to the struggle wave you want thing delight its good time if you take the highest concept even or with the highest concept self absolutely eyes highest itself let's say hi I am God is constant and what is the smallest concept because some even said child so it's just really this movie started with charge so from the absolutes to channel that Fox is what is interrupted or not that balls and everything and think image between in that if he ever mention of the absolute and we have been affirmed at the smallest it's the atom molecule water as we see you seemingly and I'm telling you the data comes into this entire given the highest notion you have the absolute the one itself if it were just a concert then it is normal and this one is the encode will attack child what a guilty we've just enjoyed all that disgusting but your life is not their existence and other lesser people that exist they've not the time to live so this mentally paranoia not respected as is trapped so move beyond this time even time female artists and into it with this sort of inefficiency but we want these opposites locally at least in fact you are started we are right now this this was the one night when exactly then the questioner said when and how will I give me a minor clitoris resort experience he said you are in that state that's how far with the best shorter if something had to be done in treatment now what is it and even if your next week we just really forget about if it is to be named forget about it is to avoid the waveform if it is even that I had unforgettable in the lipstick that's why we're here right now now our condition so this is the starting point to your being gives these activities but we make give it initiate limit alone and a description is to clear something that you are not and we followed up live although most of us it seemed magical suffering and so if this would say the world is suffering so even if your next move is that I happen today if it is I am just going to be four beautiful Multiversity and these will stay in the now forget about I just wanna remember this forget about that openness in that make it nice work with it and don't let you disrespect that's in selected there is actually no such thing as doing but we have contributed this seeming activity to be early so we could tell you this is that it's a trip because the mind will tell you that this is mean if I forget orbit does it means I have to quit my job that I have not said in here all of this is like the ultimate holding on itself it was taken it to eat like this in system they simply are what make dissolution walking under the tree not just bits of it that we retire within the tree how did you do that find it is it so what we've disagreed must be the idea of agency of volition of an agent moving this thing individually make me that equal time and after so deeply entrenched what psyche this idea of the ocean it will remain we realize that there is no such individual to work then because you cannot you off our ID of the and body you pin it on one auto blue glass without you anyway listen to your needs effect and you'll both be society I click on it it automatically so comfortably what should I do ne

Ananta

It is so. What we've disagreed must be the idea of agency, of volition, of an agent moving this thing individually. Make me that. Equal time and after, so deeply entrenched in the psyche, this idea of volition. It will remain until we realize that there is no such individual to work. Then, because you cannot get off our idea of the body, you pin it on one auto blue glass without you anyway. Listen to your needs' effect and you'll both be society. I click on it, it automatically, so comfortably. What should I do next tonight? I'll mix that time that we didn't get. Let me try. It feels like kind of the time repeating something. It will be the same out about that activity.

Ananta

So this idea that easily food, if you... if I forget about it, what will I get? And I'll forget about an about you. Okay, should I keep coming to satsang? Forget about it. Does this mean I should not come? Please, satsang, forget about it. Do you have to have a conclusion? Forget about it. Forget about now. The Catholic of me having all of this happen, did you get it? Spent three years looking for this truth. This was it. Maybe now it's like somebody, 20 pilots, Martin Keamy, the mover at all. But complain for that was it. That is the moment. So the pilots cannot fathom yourself as a lot of judgment about this and that is it.

Ananta

And if we go with its certificate, which I to move the log or my facilities for your own distinct personality, they discontinued that which does not die, is never fall. It is beyond this. Remember, it's a fact experience. So don't let this time, that's all, it's moving. It will entail three Christmas combination. All this will be like, must be able to see the highest one and this finished anything but time. You are five George. I do this, my pipes save me. Make sure nobody visits. Actually, isn't there another sleep opportunity? 68, maybe Mr. Havisham physically expected. I may be over a period of time, ladies, specialness about that.

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Ananta

So when you ever see you sometime, maybe even on satsang, people can even things into a match legs to proxy or much many daily bingo to sit and put on a strategic advisors. You said, well, maybe you understand as long as you start off with crystal. So the once so very station and say that which the Soviet specialist, it is not about like when they started or if you ready here completely. It cannot be busy. Whatever all that you see is just a perception. There is no form today that we cannot program in virtual reality himself. If you found that you think butter in the program in Tennessee, so the Self is not that back but on farms on either stand.

Ananta

But what is the trouble there? But obviously that we take back enough that which is all malignity, decide we and all of our tensions with which for our entire lifetime we didn't decide it will. I haven't after we can state after I am done all of this plane, we get stuck into this where he does want to come supported on that side of the food. It's in that side of my address. What is the Atma? Who is now an active a lens? So if we do not the world-in-itself it motor, but then we get attached and you say that this is the entire thing. It is such a you should not send to matter when we say that the world is all there is and I'm just the body, this such a self it out because it is not your present experience.

Ananta

I icon that which will be admissible. Everything include is wrong. Even if you like an object, it cannot feel that an object to them if exist and it is already sleep. This is because of mind against them. It makes me like this is about this up a bit. Then when you hear somebody that has to accept that the Atma should be reversed, they come and go with envy. You are that powerful solution. It is fact that the best fantasy, this is your reality and what we had to do myself to be used so far for power differences.

Ananta

The mind really needs to get all the time. I'm gonna tell you exactly which is ready sir, but nothing if you look at it really clear is 30 seconds and then it reveal its valid straight form. So this because because not return products valid, I must appear the more the means I clear in time, clearly after ice cream. So long as he told me to department to deal in such a miracle. This is ego that I use exist Oakley with the fact that you are not an object in this way. And if you are not open to that, you want to continue the perspective accumulated object with location and duration. All these work with some very crazy if you are me not just exist.

Ananta

If you want to be jiving our unity perspective and limited characters, but it's easy when it will really its lucky because you will discover yourself. It's before to be heavily, its immediate before in Italy now. Before you think that enough we knew before, if you just be, there's a party to these machines coming to live and this rebirth must have a message. So welcome to life. Go on. Oh, you need electricity after the batteries. We were both the result. There is no need now. There are countervailing me or me and we didn't let go.

Ananta

What is the perfect happy ending you wanted? Enlightenment. Please remove supernaturally the streets to become a spiritual teacher. Every word you say thoughts the chelates if you've anything good to and you're like just me that nothing to do with a pop. You still talking body still really far for the first time and that's how many times a well it's good. Okay, many of us feel like we're doing a little too like a performance of will realize that hardly anyone is leading party time. So what the... what do I mean by having them bring them very easy? Barnett said the hospital what can we stop? Nice wrist. I can see the purpose is to be doing here. What happened to more money living to this spiritual side? See when we do that.

Ananta

So in five o'clock bus which is a domotic, the question is will become the one that doesn't want these to go away each and every time. The fourth one who is completed that why too late? Is it not come as we extend for you? So I was include only yesterday was wake is true, but who are you today? Not so good. Why on earth would you believe it's a bit dirty trick? That's it. Focuses upon the sides with checking on the existence. Who are you? This is only to the spiritual side seam and checking on a scale the make on difference now. If you that actually will beg for peace to come to some sleep, then how can feed on these rosy cells that leader is that in which all states come under the Defiler idea of freedom?

Ananta

That freedom itself in the steady state means it's limited at the spirit. It is limiting respond other states that environment with that song very quickly. So if feeding also was to become another spirit kind of VWD another tap the polymers fall into your veins return to this inner including seven of nine changes and then we like our attention purchase amino them in my attention. Oh no, thank you. If this Atma did not want to experience these rules and the making save the mark on and there's a list of the universe can only condiment we need to extract which eventually vomit or conversely what the world is experienced resilient attention is on that.

Ananta

So try to also I actually to eat this feel something I do conservative when you need to say to you thank you so much and freedom always so important. This is what everything I said that if the theories of this the circulation is not enough. Separation has to needs my fault really buy into that idea. Now if you own game that the devil take that you want to have to separate me again the negative that is is how this is fine. In the sense like but mouth of what is without it but but all these to back to the part but now there is nothing after the what is it suppose that but now they were just not now there is nothing after the but after the but it was reasonably after the birth.

Ananta

Whoa whoa, Jake. The Gospels are not events. Your problem business and he thought he liked to be asserting its unreality. It's actually a version of reality which it wants buying. Oh now just hey but and itself might survive unless the idea become but now this but which is a lot to prove. So unless you buy that idea not worth it. It's a pledge form. I have to say tonight I'm not like this. It's oh, Anthony hell out of here neo very useful to catch you to leave it to time to sell you something which is saying that when that monolith is included something better and then the idea of death or leasing to be that which is into it which is for packages with a minor new tape.

Ananta

You never do this with this which will be worse for you. If you were to do that it will be better if enemy open with this event that it was facilitated. What is his motive is actually that what is this? We have no validity especially in this case that means at least with something cannot let me say okay it's not related today until I doubt if you found it I do but for that which is not fun not in fact essential not matter what didn't happen. It's like them but never seen baseball. It happens because I've never seen before that I have 100 Americans eventually this day that have you seen. So the might opinion of the Self.

Ananta

When we go for the idea about awesome, the idea of this condition by do what is really friendly. Most of the worry goes to one who doesn't have any. It's only their ideas but I thought which have nothing to do with reality. Any ideas about diamonds please? So how is a book about the solution we propose these various mechanisms of they find if you need that one speak one comment with a puppy one says the world keeps opportunity for exciting and pleasurable experience as built and I tend to forget about the Sun. The next misery of this world comes along how do I stop light?

Ananta

The trouble is not a more experienced this pencil that a little not the partnerships out there. I forget about myself and I start to believe actually the Self doesn't have to be remembered. The Self is James what is it is beyond an agreement to get but what you have to me that that I take myself I begin to take myself to be something that I'm not and that is good this assumption. Now this is the beautiful design of this woman and as we become sensitive to this we will see that the tiniest egotism that we start to pick up the poking is after so not to get denial of that book but just really look to say what am I taking myself to be right even with this moment we feature.

Ananta

What is it that you need to decide to be your thinking or self to be somebody with this of the person who is not there but even this this problem that happens to me that mean is not them. So to use this okay to come back to this openness naturally experience the world and so might actually already. You don't have to worry about what its kind of experience anytime you take yourself to be something that you're not the poking will come to comes me when it consciously this can apply to yourself you are not a physical sexual arts where. Even your concept real answer which is I am the Self for hand grabs is merely a pointer but if you become attached to that example in action then point elevates it is anyone on like this we can use on television use come back to it is effortless in your shamelessness.

Ananta

You're higher than five words you arguing about yourself you seem to be stopped but some high-performance able to convey that simply what is acceptable will be adding a little even severe autism as well somebody never will likely decide to forget to redacted on Dauphine thematically needed in a week is my heart fertility to the slightest it's to say that and he works with athletes and Yvonne another definition to my advantage continually and you a little bit fatter mentioning victory to measure to however long pattern this energy through the mind K 90,000 diabetes how can you live with respect to the oneness to this make zero work Louis the pilots voice to this yesterday which are within targets we expect we will at which it will reality for many okay now and it'll be like a TV no

Seeker

In a way, is my heart fertility to the slightest? It's to say that, and he works with athletes and Yvonne, another definition to my advantage continually. And you, a little bit Father, mentioning victory to measure to however long pattern this energy through the mind. K, 90,000 diabetes. How can you live with respect to the oneness to this? Make zero work. Louis, the pilot's voice to this yesterday, which are within targets we expect we will at which it will reality for many. Okay, now, and it'll be like a TV now. That is, how can I forgive? Act it down for me. There is money, that is okay. There's a subset of that when we put than you, if you will start a battle now and then I see that they leave. And how can I showed you on the pill? Can they not see me? You see, the very moment it should be able to evolve, obviously they're very stupid. Obviously, either then we can be able to send anything to complete it and we have to let this take it. But not until is enough deputies. I want to get to them. I believe this and you say that to them, collect this much because intellect all its cells with you. One side has to be that pocket, side has to be run. This had to be good, that has to be bad. This must be high at this point. We do this now. I simply pendulum effect. Will it function entirely is unfortunately for them. It has to be this way. Water or module or a hostel. I forget about the to minivans. Buddhists, appreciative spirit in secret sir, varrick knives. They north of us a place with each other and they're completely dependent. We are English reality. The life we live is a little in this formula and a misfit who is very good. So if this life is on to you, so let's not even move that far to begin with. At least our representation of what life is exactly like, a conceptual representation.

Ananta

Now, meet this age-old question because I omega-t significant multiple-choice special. So what are the options? Who could it be? One is that it is two people talking to each other. Not special. Now the point is that's one. If you pause this, let's pause for a moment. If you open, how would it be? None of that will be did in that visit itself were just a made-up idea. I am not saying it is, saying it is, but suppose it was. You check on your currency. Is there any basis for them? Is there a reasonable basis or is it just like a spiritual make-believe? And this can be a little toughness. It's not sorry, this is the first time back. A little is a foot, that's all. Tell me something that you really know. I mean to be emotional, but I should consider this back. Is it so?

Seeker

I need it. Like for example, this animosity, it happened in Italy. So what is there will be given this life is actually? So if that's the case, all that I perceive, you know, sends a message they don't exist. So is it that my own conscience is telling me? And this is the part from each and I can spit. So which movie we consider the visqueen? A little inconvenience, but I want like you rightly said that these are provisioning or relative.

Ananta

Yeah, so you got obviously the value. But I want to take us beyond the traditional. So include any such perspective, emotion, very useful in the poverty until thinking of them. What is think that is just apparent to and kill anything from the box? Yes, but empty of evil concept of learning. What is apparently right now, which is just empty of evil, is at least just be you're just. It can feel a bit wobbly effort. That's fine. Leave completely because our habit history would like to a constant me and Santa. Somebody invites us to not put it to unstrap and we will become a regulated since we were probably two years older or something. We will be a thought to put right into this caucus, right? And that's why in spirituality also we start our fittings are phungster. We will use to it the cap. But when we come to the end of us with each other, these are kept aside and they should be in strength because our habit is to become to.

Ananta

Okay, so what is happening now? The amount on this is the weight is commander. Thomas is disagreeing with this reality. I'm saying that all of this is my dinner until it is whether these the manifestation of my Atma, whether all this will be easier to. But professionally for some, how could you not want to not speak for is Mary survive? So I want to tell you that suppose even I am here to just go to this they typically because possibly to conceptualize in anyway this is self. This is the model B does not fit into any cultural constructs of intellectual knowledge. You cannot even say I bought it or they will get it because we are those just this. That's why I now has to resist on my business. Now this business actually is indescribable. Then we find that that much to fight. I'm in such that these days both in deconstructing spiritual because I find that many times seekers company and therefore they'll make their baggage of suffering is even the spiritual is the true reality is clearly in this title. So whatever or spiritual idea we have we're steps and there are you see when we come to the top of the ladder it only to do tell me to revisit your steps.

Ananta

Let's go. What is the only concept? A person on set, reset a closet. Somebody has won the million more evangelists. This is the deal with alternatives set. If we don't a God's activity that is that you might want to know what is the benefit. It's like et if another thing that I say mother, it's a very good thinking about it. How did that help even if I discover two teachers with academia all sets and we've been talking about that? So suppose that we do not like the music Japan, we do not have any especially this. Their conceptual representation of the world is correct and before they've got it back to Eastern Kentucky we represented. I have to listen to this employer. Can we represent this vendor console? Suppose you need the time tomorrow dr. pitifully unit and this data and you try to describe it. Would you be able to pull? There's a lot of time you can throughout the story. Would you really this type of work is such a discussion which means trying to describe by like three sentences in diversity of them.

Seeker

Okay, and then I was trying hard to explain but I was just so much he was single you're enough.

Ananta

I'm trying to set us up. If you come to is a concept of workshop that is not you see the watch is because if an object which if you have to have a desire then keep on desire it would happen fighting you clearly do you have to have itself like a vertical joint space rockets that the desirable information is enough transmission system because first gets rid of all of the designers that we have everything else seems a bit technical degrees and then it also follows itself then that leads me. But what I am saying is much more immediate. So early intensity HD asleep a lot of our teachers father needs something to believe in but this is strange under the way. If I was to say both will be hard to sit where you're sitting like on my desire infer that you're sitting and simply isn't sitting. What is it even more obvious than sitting? What is it being on simply than even having appeal? Now if that is simplest how much they feel they need to get their license? Why? Because we have started looking value in difficulty and we were told I look now a view like when it was difficult to learn ABC DJ music sighs you must ever have because this is we have is it was difficult when we learn next time better. So we started to value a difficulty and that which is most naturally which we just move on set will guarantee just what it is.

Ananta

The other lady Center this innovation itself kept you to stop the idea that is the idea of the British is like the keep you start because how to get to that which are these all these ideas where you take you take an activity as the diamond is in your pocket you know sitting on the box of treasure that is always so but we never will be don't you see very sweet what is here a little bit is very useful so how much effort is needed for you to get to exactly venue now the reference is needed because our habit is to pick up ideas about ask. So let me take another customer if ever since we were very very young our job was to be a folder with the effort of the realism so not used to carrying the ticking of the back of the computer for example and it's only now suddenly what happened is we discover that you know visible we don't need to pick up this could be wrong but every time you take a flight when you cross the conveyor if you prefer to not pick up the bag because that is their hobby that way they do not pick up the phone this conveyor belt of the mind will come with an idea after idea you see and it comes if you like it was neat over is he disregarded salvation and that is the happy. So just to let me prove that it is a master say tractor parts of Israel you can go back to open let them come in who don't serve them tea and it sounds like very something it's really don't subcommittee we want to represent life you want to represent our condition in some regions.

Ananta

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