Ego Is Nothing but Resistance - 24th June 2019

It seems that even when I drop thoughts about what specifically needs to happen there is a feeling of tension and a belief that I need to do something in order to succeed in life. I feel afraid to leave it at your feet because I still believe that it is necessary.

As long as we believe that something is necessary or it has to change it is not a large tactic to leave it to the degrees with the desire divine presence that's how it is a guru typically so like you said if we believe that something is necessary then to have this attitude towards it that I said under repair the master experience which means that you shall give it to your holiness they don't even agree and the external master is just a beautiful physical representation. But let's look for a moment at the sensation and these we may be rooted here notional is about them but the primary notion can be there one set has to begin a negotiation not me and now language itself that distinction is can be contained. So it might sound strange but we said that we want on another planet and then that planet to produce PHP which are part of this what you call tension but we had a nice term for it you see as possible so you were succeeding more and more we're experiencing one particular sensation because that which is is not distinguishing between this sensation and that sensation is like the Trident is not distinguishing between it children all sensations are belong to that one consciousness so it is not distinguishing but when we after idea that this is good and this is bad and I want more of this and less of that that is one arrived cancel to become a struggle.

So so what I'm really saying is that whatever is is never too much or do it really it is what is what you are labels we inherently either one more of it or want to put something away seems like okay but I mean down to our notion but when will this tension who this is a very good point that you got out and without a notion and I was told that when I without a notion always through the perfectly resolved is it well this place is still there now stress is emotional I'm not saying that the sensation itself should mark is mercy I'm saying that it not only just what it is is if we make her either aversion to it or a desire for it so if you were selling something we want the rule that we were just talking to people not in satsang don't say I have 5 kgs of stress want to buy one buy stress I won't take it for free and then we do I have 5 kgs of joy we just over to drink this water and you will just be joyful or it will mind it you drink it and you just have to so in the term itself the whole routine of what it means to us is that there do you think that it is very beautiful he says that it will feel like you have stage fright or something like this and then when is people stood there is a set of sensations that you will experience and you will call that stage try it or nervousness anxiety almost put a very similar elongated just the same set of sensation you could experience before going on holiday and you say I am so happy and so excited and we really change and see return makeup of these sensations that we have really an army England's also wrestled but they can make consciousness both oh no I don't want you nothing in itself is that innocent so for something to be too much or good or bad for you first you have to make yourself into open what smaller than what you are and what you see and more and more you are seeing what you actually are then you're in Keaney amusing look at the sensation is there only visible in relation to me in my reality obviously so something empty seems weak because we have what this idea that we have to defend against.

So this belief that I need to do something about it you succeeded one what is third what is our idea of a successful life and who is the claimant of such success is born competing with God saying ah within this life and I better make you to success than a good call so what are the parameters for such a success same for but every if you take more money on their body and of cost or anything like everything beside of these four so notice that I'm not reading it off with emotion that only in the spirituality only coming to that something that is your only true success you see and come here on that is how you succeeded immersed in your French I'm just questioning this motion of premiere and success in life life is just like India would need more who will not successfully down this life it's very good for this because we can check on our idea of dual now wholly the the world of this life so success and figure does not apply to life life is just like in that life do not watch like know till can actually capture vortices once you have this down life and if it's a good life actually very unhappy life or it's a point of having so much drama is around this war remember our existing existing system and more existence is smaller even the sensible Justin suppose about it not trying to down the life bones are not talked about the life trees are not tied to that is more has better she said filter the power deciding the treaty is not deciding to be successful and there's naturally we cannot just go over the fluid stuff the flowers were so the landing spot for all of this chocolate is the notion of our individual and it was called a deeply if life exists like and it is not allowed then how can life be any trouble who that is will be constantly investigating whether very such an and we checked just now that there is no such thing so I'm not looking for everyone with that don't try to come to this motionless instance because if we do something for Obama to do that's something to prove a or something victim more that you are nationalists who originally to use not a wave of the person to live like this without force improve Islam so if we can suffer in life we must have at least one idea and that idea to be basically missing output this is true pension is bad but we don't want insurance or cookies or bodies and most importantly do we know what is it with thi

Don't try to come to this motionless instance because if we do something, for Brahman to do that something to prove it or something, then you are more of a victim. You are naturally as you originally are. You do not need a wave of the person to live like this without force. So, if we can suffer in life, we must have at least one idea, and that idea is basically missing. This is true. Tension is bad, but we don't want tension or cookies or bodies. And most importantly, do we know what is it with this two-letter word 'is'? It is a very useful concept. And before we can claim to know anything about what is and who I am, we must first check: is this true, or do I actually know what exists?

Then you say, 'Yes, it is really... it is more clear. I feel more spaciousness now.' I want to tell you, because you have been insecure sometimes, you know that it is not about getting spaciousness, because a remnant will get caught in the trap of picking spaciousness or fun. It is neither about contraction nor spaciousness. Let everything be. And often, without speaking about it, they stop it. It's a difference from what you're saying, but what we need can be like that. Like when you are doing inquiry, so that if you feel like, okay, atmosphere starts, they are inviting the whole nine yards. Yes, in the clear, it's not you. All this is good. It's not that good, but the main point is good. Who are you? Who is that one who has a preference for space over contraction? And if there's only one, then is all what is appearing not a product at the same point?

So, this one that has preferences of peace over that is going to the government. So impressive that this... see what I call the checker. That is how you are constantly reporting in changes: who is good, who is bad. I'll go back to that. This kind of constantly taking a loss here. But how does any scale affect that which witnesses it? And if it isn't you who witnesses it, for the opposite effect, for sport, it was really contact, really come. Now, who is there who is suffering from this? Who is very edges are affected? I think there is nobody. Then who has the preference for space over contraction? In that way, we drop the barometer of the logical life. We are constantly taking the temperature because that which is, is not opposed to anything. Correct? Everything is part of you through that. But I am untouched by what they only be appearing. Whatever gives you that which I am not, did I in the past believe myself to be? Was I trying to constantly manage the state of my streets?

What do you think? What with the tension? If I let everything be, and I would only get something since very little ego for itself. No expectation of... bodies are a bunch of constants that are not easily revealed. The motion of my hands, my feet, my head, up to the system, and believed him as they are here. That builds up the boundary. But so if you take my hand, there are two motions with them. One is the motion of the medium, that there is no 'me' to the hand. So what we are doing, please sleepers, who is this me? Now, the motion will take care of itself. Whose hands? So we do not jump to that. You don't have to come to that point where the one centered everything that is appearing with just a thought. Investigate first: this 'me', my hand, my feet. They seem to be the boundary around the 'who' is being needed on the alive.

Let's together don't you circle attention. Everything is fine. Go straight to the root of this 'me'. Don't make it somehow... I think it's actually conclude there must be 'me' because there are hands. There must be 'me' because my vision seems to be centered around this object and has become. Come directly. How long will we let this evidence convince us of our limitation? And see for yourself, with this 'me', you may say, 'Look, it looks like everything is within me because I see a vision from it.' Okay, so who is contained in this 'I'? So the motion of my hands, my feet, I have a surprise for this persistent and believed as they are favored to appear that way to the mind. Okay, they may be persistent, they might take me back. All these ideas, let's admit for another very strong, but you have to really check them. And you are not going to accept the possible demand advantage if I reckon it's here. It's the point of this meeting over to you with your hand.

I have a question in this series. But that it is resistance to you. If there is that one whose hands reason, then it's about panning in this 30, 40, 50, 60 years that we lived with one existence. Who can find out a movie whose hands came out with the mothers were cool and they're gone inside here? The constant rule gives me many, many, many thanks. Comical, but the neatness...

Then the first one said, 'Yes, even the feeling of fear is not what I am. I'm untouched by appearances.' So untouched that even the distinction between reality and appearance... now we start to fear illusion. You will see that even the ego for regional conference, everything is just what it is. Namaste.

What is the purpose of having this human body and go through all the suffering when we are already Brahman?

How do you know that everything has to have a purpose? Maybe the idea that 'what is the purpose'—all this is the purpose of this multiple face. Injuries were incomplete and once all representation of this world will tell you. Suppose we send a spaceship into space and really for your planet and other planets, which satellite is it into the spaceship? There was a book about how life is on earth, but that book was written by under different everyday experience. Right? This is in the sink reading here, looking at light through these lens which are very small of purpose and meaning. What we mean or goodbye to you for all of these tiny, tiny liberals. We are infantile compared to our planet. So, tell that right front that would draw in subtlety fitting for the idea of purpose.

A little hopeless of having to swim in water and go through all the suffering and reality doesn't or the Senate that never happened. Voices of one as it can really happen. So in the conceptual, in their delivery chamber and all these things, in very valid first customer to you, you can register: is really a born? We must be sufferer and then we die. But what is really slowly? What if you forgive in this moment because it is uncapturable in a constant? Then it will be denial. Don't have to assert it because it is not capturable in any assertion. But what is happiness? Does it have to treat this a dual idea? Or my question is, is a child born with the idea that, 'Oh, my life actually many guys living in this world leave it to be when they just think about their life for their the time before it was the real segment and this isn't quite happy'?

And please don't misunderstand what I'm saying because I am not saying that life has no purpose or life has gone. I'm only saying that the feeling that we have, only reading the intellect of the mind, is not able to accurately represent it. We only have the opposites of meaning and meaninglessness, purpose and purposelessness. So what about today? You have asked this first and maybe the last beyond this idea or have something as long as difference. If you're only moving toward the future, it will go place. Means future, what this means return. If you are always moving toward this reference, then when will be important? Big foot is already here and while this file is still filled with so much ignorance, arrogance, Maya, demeanor, so loser. If the Caliph keeps us in the realm of the conferring, of activating, of believing, of concluding, interpreting all these things, Mukti, and you check and tell me what is actually here?

So then we are moving away from the realm of conceptual illusion because I can say if it is already here, then this must be like this or this most opulent. But let's just say, are you here? And if you are here, as what are you here? And if you are here, that which is all, does it have any of these afflictions: ignorance, arrogance, Maya, evil? And if they're not you, from what's appeal that you see? I feel like to be a good day for you to come to some tiny bit. All the frustration has coming. It's good you see them. Why is it taking so long? This is the contradiction. I keep saying we're free, mind keep saying, 'No, not there yet. We must be talking about himself, something like that.' And then in the mind itself is a, 'Come on, you have done everything possible. Why aren't you free yet?' Once the deepness will not happen.

Do you know, although it is tomorrow, we have a child come visiting the evaluation self. Oh, I just feel it. I just feel like it was so long for me and I still sometimes get stuck between one here only this of how long is too long. Other Alpini be here and live it. I can't even try to this. We try to live the power of now, or try to do or live this way, try to live that way. Not a time itself. It is not the time to decide to live it. Amount of hours gone and what I just mean more... oh, I'm going to just be one.

So use this intention, that's it. Lose every intention that's within all of this. Tactics and products come from a misrepresentation of you. The truth is much simpler than mind. So any money you want something for yourself, but you can apply this camera strategy. We're going to ourself in spawn this. If you want to become a free cat, then we think they'll Jewish boy get info. But if there is no cat, then what are we talking about? So a new dog all distinction, even the distinction that this is given, this is bad, this is how I must be able to say how. And many Japanese spiritual guardians are who doesn't know. We have to calculate in the model everyone by the hundreds in tears without ideas for most possible regionals and then to what's happened. We won't forgive and I will does the trick. Is this one left in tender, the one who has strict? But okay, now I don't succeed by living in the mall itself. It was a week, the one who has a strategy and the tactics personally from my family, and that is born.

So what is happened? What happened is that we realize that or we were moving little which was to live in the mind to he had wishes material is still full of spirits to do and to want this life if not worth and it was that he thought were he wanted and what the strategy when we don't go there. Okay, the way to do it is through these things. So we picked up a new set of team. It seemed as much potential because something has those as they mission when in fact sometimes I wonder, and I say this out loud, I am watching people suffer as much from being spiritual seekers as from anything else. So don't know from one set of operations when you want this particular operation spiritually. A bacon read all your ideas on tactics, all kids, forget everything. The kingdom and everywhere and we want you not something that has learnt and still all stuff that you may have even from this. And you say, 'Father, there ways please destroy all this which is untrue on tightly to the box and life and community. I have no direction.' Thank you so much for being here, all of us and about between plenty, but there is no meaning and you are let all the solutions over and it is not hard.

The tanks when you point to this is a view of all the times when you want to go right now. The idea of me, the partner who seemed distant as there appears to be a new dimension of existence, but it feels like I have to step down.

Okay, all the button feel this is a very beautiful when you point to right now pioneer of me in the port number one. So those hundred for the future, you make that one take care of your son. Don't worry about the past movie three more anyway to oil happen to be defined attendance rates game was one of them all enamel. As long as you still take yourself to people one who needs the remote, then better that in your life and on this time and you see that you are not that any of them or the mandolin. But you feel the library we take us have to be that one and then reminders also not come and that doesn't Mabon sells. Father, I'm understanding that what wills here is just here, but what is not real is my interpretation of...

Anyway, it all happens to be the divine attendance. This game was one of them. All in all, as long as you still take yourself to be the one who needs the remote, then better that in your life. And on this time, and you see that you are not that any of them or the mind, but you feel the liberty. We take ourselves to be that one, and then reminders also come. And that doesn't mean... Someone says, 'Father, I'm understanding that what is here is just here, but what is more is my interpretation of what is here.' And ultimately, that's the element also of this play. So even this categorical columns which was timely alternative, then you say, 'I don't like this, I don't like that.' You use words like 'small.' Why? I've installed that this is more to this because this idea we have never been able to represent to you. I like very much. So what is this to you? And did you say that what is more having meaning? And the meaning comes from our perspective. For some, this session will be more boring than the other one, and for some, it just might be changing their life. So we can never really feel what it is in itself. So how's the system? You can see same for anything. It is what it is. All our difference about it, our judgment, and to the time return. If someone is like that, then what persecutes you? What those would be someone? And we know all our judgments and accommodation, we will see that they were hiding an idea of you lying. And that that is through transcription of that is for limited motion about yourself.

This point, I mean, have you checked in the video satsang in on this awesome experience? If we have to categorize it very simply, we see today will be witnessing your awareness and a set of perceptions. We set are sensational. Nothing is saying 'me.' Nothing is saying... nothing is this beautiful. Look at the dimension of this. And he could tell you looking at is very simple. And really speaking about this is what wisdom. But you say, 'I don't like this, I really like.' And how many times that we feel trapped over the world? You know we cannot, because the one that is simple, the one who lives are not like fire itself. Do you find what is its nature? So leave your life funding in deputy and then it's me that you just feel what it is. And the beautiful part is that as you leave the world, I mean typically don't reach about yourself, you will not update the time yourself and your perception of this world. You objectify myself. Who are you? And let me land it, remove it, because I'll even about what is the adjustable and hoping that we were talking about bhajans. What is this? And this play of lighting some between, it's when we are living. But you are all true. There is no final difference in the holidays. You are that which officially all of this and is aware of even this perception. And it is clear to you. Accept, and it'll always clear. Do we accept those times they sleep when joy is when you... understand, understand it? You need one, or does it mean to understand? To capture it in a coherent concept? 'I really understand this time.' So, so of... and don't trust your mind where it said, 'This can't be because this...' It is what Ram Ji said. You mean this before the click? You ugly. The mind will compensate you. 'Nothing happened, something...' We keep taking more than really shy to expose its below. What is he doing? So before we might be tempted to go tweet about yourself is beauty, even vanity for creative, creative.

What is your like? 'I am.' I cannot even define the sensation. Whoa, it cannot even capture this. Okay. Oh dear, the mind will keep talking, keep talking, but they're not doing a traditional. So it is a very, very name in the paper for workers and to live by expansion of organs is true. The tentacle came to be constructed. Are we looking at life through on this? This is not a bottle, but literally likes it a meaningful because when we get older, they do give you and you will never feel rewarding money, no nothing. I do think that right now in to experience life, let's go that it's my added stuff that is more to this. This module in effect. Notice that my interpretation is more than enough. You don't have to go for long, long time. It's wrong this to accept that my idea of what this will be more to me. After that, whether you feel like you have an insight that none of this actually happen or has any validity, or if you like with a beautiful clean, or if you release for now, but inspect what your thoughts are saying about those. I'm not much more toward this. Thank you all so much for being in. Incidentally, Guru Sri Mooji Baba Jai. Do not be possible.