Even This Break is in Service to All of You - 29th Oct. 2015

Thank you. There's no satsang now for this, for the break, but I already feel that there's nothing else to say. Yesterday's nostalgia was, I think, that I'm sharing since 2013, the middle of 2013, or maybe closer to the end of 2013. And something here was just feeling like just such a machine operating. Very good, yes, body, and it's been asking for time as well. So these two days that we have now, let's see if we can come up with... there has to be something to come up with. Let's see if we can come up with what we are truly representing now. Because if I meet myself, then that is not tiring for me. But if I meet a representation from imagination, it is the convincing of this imagined drop in the ocean—imagined drop in the ocean—that it is the ocean itself, that seems to become a strain on some energies here.

So if you come in, then let me meet myself. Who would ever want that all those beloved children dependent on his form, that they are taken away from what he has actually been pointing to for so long? So what I've always been saying, what our masters have been saying, is: Ram, the true Master, your own presence, your own heart Guru, is always with you. He cannot leave you. And this body is always in service to that Satguru. And I've always said also that this body is also always in service to those that are devoted to the truth. I feel that intuitively there is a sense here that this break will be good for all of us. It's time to digest. So it is very good for us to have this little bit of a sensible break from this regular satsang.

Truly, truly, truly, and always in service to all of you, I feel that even this break is in service to all of you. So I got some messages yesterday saying, 'I don't know what's going to happen.' Okay, there's so much satsang which is available for you now, and it cannot be that you put on a satsang which is here in this grace and not experience the same presence. So unless you let your mind get in the way, it's enough. I think there are more than maybe 500, 600 recordings last two years, and we've examined every aspect of what is meaningful to examine. These also you can get; some of them, Amaya for example, really knows very well with transcripts, with certain and some points about this. There's some questions also where it comes, you can go into the transcripts, to the satsang recordings.

Truly, truly, the point is that this is not meant to be forever rehab. The point of coming to rehab is to come to rehab and get free from identity and then just be true. It can be a joy; you're always welcome to come, so I don't mean that your doors will be closed. So it is not meant to make you dependent in terms of something or a follower. Is your attachment based on only being in the physical presence? I like being with all of you, but is my love for you only dependent on the fact that you show up here? And it's not that my feeling is not forever anymore, you see. Just three weeks for a month seems very clear. Second month, most likely. You know I'm not a fan of any declarations, proclamations.