That Which Is, the Mind Cannot Understand - 25th June 2019

Welcome everyone to satsang today. Evelina, what was your sense of how emotional inner thoughts just don't target you? Even the same, just identify somehow. It's time. There's audio trouble? Is it only when he speaks? Oh, it's okay. Can't hear well? Okay, so we will conclude with...

I find myself, you see, it's something that my mind can't understand it. And then I'm going to attack each other and fight each power to understand it. And then if there was so little response moments will be completely... You said that whatever may be arising, the emotions within, the sensations, whatever they are arising maybe, but if they left something to pretty notable, then you see that till few days ago I saw it. These thoughts are just nothing. Then why don't you be the... why not? They're using that, that it's not to skip coming and I don't know how to... Yes, but is it different actually between being nothing and being not true? And since that when we say not true, what we can mean is that, 'Oh, it's a lie.' You're an opposition together. But there are advantages to being a nothing, so you're not taking a position either way. So what heart gets you? What would seem to... what is not also another aspect which you touched on is that which the mind cannot understand. So it is to attack you all that it is time for me to go to the same one, understand bit to the microphones, gotta wait for an attack. So I have to... until you is also a distraction away from it. So in a sense, this we create is of a half. So you try to encapsulate this. I mean, is it all attacking yourself? You don't feel like you see that this because we have gotten used to try and understand. It's cool. Various life situations we've got used to try and understand, so we take it to feel like it's a healthy... was what you're being a binary different givers leave it in the sense of not trying to understand. Sometimes you say it was mind's if this be you don't understand it says be, but then you try to understand it with this way of just be, just be.

So now, so I have not even said that. So realize that any attempt to understand it is just to step away from what are we doing here, which is mediating whatever correct understanding you may have. And this only he still, it's a rendition of what we currently think we understand. We don't have to leader to he appeared this understanding that the legislative history. Thank you, sir. What we will normally not... I want everything to be now. Suppose you will get out of all of this paragraph for a moment. It's not as to reduce believe it is an over your critics. There is still one, but it is possible to this not bother with this movie for a moment. Now you know something, but you do know what you don't. From here, what would be proof were like? What would you settle for as a palette rule? Your own existence is not more and your awareness of this existence is the word proof. We may not talk about that, it's good. So are you aware that you are aware? That thing has to sustain. You should know something. You step out of that paradigm of the one with the past and future. Otherwise, this is going to be very strange as one as the non-existent one to come to reality is not just difficulty with impossible as long as you insist on keeping that written on you to always be simply so. But empty of that, you don't know anything right now, but you don't know that now. What do you call that? The semi only father without me nor you polishing and you know yourself is that even if the top story maybe we are not with them with may not into pity. Do you believe now is this your own self and the presence of yourself or Cooper validation? Does it mean only proof immediately if something is unclear? I quoted the proof then we woke up this morning anyway. I listened. So this will introduce all the future and I already said the prerequisite is that you step out of the story for a bit. This for a moment of the one who is trying to find the way. It's something at your knocking all that past my future. This step out and this right now we don't know. Nobody starts off more recent now. What this means is that we don't know anything except to be a villager. Are you still here? You don't know as well. You don't move, but do you know it is you? So this move is left unexplored. It will be a busy with this one, but this node which are talking to itself on it so well and that's the point of the question or given longer. What we think we know is the construction of the non-existent before eating you know constructs were non-existent. Dropping of them is to meet yourself now. What should that do for you? What should happen? And once it's like a any standards of for that so-called experience or standard and they say meet that until then that's actually decreasing. Okay, so don't worry about that part that gets enough attention. Worry about this: that which is without you moving. So what is that? It is in here while it is on forever. This is not enough season. It's what more should eat see. Firstly, I want to tell all of you that this insight about your business, it's miss's own insider or business. The mind is not a donor, so don't move with the mind. I did accept him saying, 'Very good, very good odds are,' but what is this? What's the point? Besides no idea like I would say they never entered the museum, so how can it comment on the one of these are so? So if you don't apply the mental benchmark to what this should mean, this is it just these. Wow, this is simply is on the state of the relationships, on how much money we have, on the health of the body over the will a lot of goods spiritual superior about it independent of forever. You could have been on the search of God for 30 years or you to begin here overseen this is the same. Your relationship with this that puts of you, your relationship with this, it simply is. Are you aware of that pitch? Are you aware of equities? Look at these questions carrier or don't think we're doing that guys. We are noticing it is you. So if you are that which is and we just saw that it's untouched, unaffected by whatever being dumb or cool, whatever the streams will possible to progress making more non-basic really matter. So what can affect this one which is you? You go to the back wall. Now this is very important for me to do because if in our perspective again you can feel like, 'Okay, this that which eases and experience I'm having and that building area all of this drama and everything is an expiry time I see.' So this I will be trying to juggle between both of these experiences. Which one is that that is because otherwise we can keep pointing to this awareness but we will keep making it an experience that this juggler is having and saying so all this help this if you order the change for this it was used because something to a mythical one which is neither this nor that which is even more confusing property. That's one customers who is aware of this is then use it this itself. So this is not something that you are generating, it is you. So then now if it is you, how can you go in the background in yourself? Relax so much. Oh, it's like saying that you know step out of the room and tell us what is happening here. You must be very good to say that this is what. So the oceans become choppy and what happened to you? So it's anything inherent in that which is aware of all the perception? Is any movement present in that which is perceiving all? I don't want those to be so. So for you it is back to whether it is still not perfect. How does it matter? Because the perception is moving force field. How does it really... so if Michael was better than the other then whatever the state of our perception may be, we don't have much perception. The perception is very still or it is you are admitting that to that which is aware of perceiving all of this, aware of you in the perception, that doesn't matter whether it is still over here. So when does it start to matter? Only when we say this is better than this. To say that this is better than this is to identify. Can you see where something exists without your attention? Moment which we will play with more attention dominated babies. If there is attraction we do not have the perception of this world. You bog attention, the perception and attention, but is attention itself you identify? This is the presence of attention itself came flying out into the kitchen in flames attention so strange idea. So the perception or another so-called a very nothing we we combine in the diffusion. So what does acceptance that this represents truth is to be and that will be exactly. So this interpretation is valid is facing what have controlled what we all consider to be more when I see no touching is any concert concert to be a valid representation. Wow, hmm. Is back just oh okay. Wow, for the same one we shall click the mountain now who gets returned like it's Purdue so who doesn't want that anymore? Jake you have this quality or is it very much where is that one? Wow, if what you say because you could be sacred anyway one is better fix and endure everything happen always to say but I'm not uncomfortable. I think good, I think of that and then you know we scattered too. So that is why it inserts a me piggyback or take notice you might pick up about oneself. See you can anything you through some idea about yourself. Excuse consciousness reminding itself both you this which I'm taking myself to be. Wow, you can create this as if it needs like you're right it seems to expound this is not this comeback. Okay, let's head to the line who knows what will be responsible vomiting or the public on body as it moves away chance to form itself. It's English on surviving the Gusev hi. What is it we know the intelligence? This is the comment from that little interest. So this one is not what part of your dream like okay what is good? Suppose the parking behind the barn is have a good victim. Taniya big mother came through just when you were about to give up on the advocating and this has to be like what I think I am between let this life is not capable of taking care of it. We are intervention by moving this mentality to something we feel like a sentiment you survive right which you feel like I'm saying serenity you that I am instant and they will persist acute. So it exists that because we have taken ourselves to be what it represents and in that way it made up this image about NASA which is reality we do you fantasize or something but if you want to get all of this and contain it within ourselves ever this may seem like some of us are doing that but really we do if you want to continue it for the meaning which is our self-image is it then it can be a similar history to create restriction about but I'm talking to the boundary this one on the boundary. So this one beside them very very simple and it's very simple but it is very critical possible for that which you can see you later. So if you come with the context is your pretext come on what indicates the wound is clean of unit ten more than you can possibly figure in a weave. This is not a we are talking about the bus or the treatment which is to knock your school to if you try to pick this stuff will fill this country able to take you already know and you want to I what I'm saying to them not going to be this condition. So put it in your empty wooden percentage of me see my absolute and the one who's missing of so thank you to the very environment this take care of itself. It doesn't meet the intervention of a knowledge 61 but if you still keep that leave then I need to help yes it is help come on is this means so the lighting of your future which is the light of his very existence it keeps life you give life forgiveness and yet you remain independent of it. Welcome to theatres will if you need trying to fit this new which is the light of the universe which is divine object within this perception so and if this is how it well this makes it very simply it means step out of the way at

Intervention of a knowledge, but if you still keep that belief, then I need to help. Yes, it is help. Come on. Is this means? So the lighting of your future, which is the light of His very existence, it keeps life. You give life, forgiveness, and yet you remain independent of it. Welcome to the theater. If you keep trying to fit this new, which is the light of the universe, which is divine, as an object within this perception, so... and if this is how it... well, this makes it very simple. It means step out of the way. All that is needed for it to be marketed even immediately is that you must step out with the fact that you consider yourself still there, collecting or climbing or any religion. I think it could seem like a stopper. Let's go. So I want to escape this pond so much that you see it is...

I don't know over the years, because all of the teachers can't believe that I went through four points. You do this in there. Only the price tonight. Idea is about like I found a project till I came to a point where religions came on until you look like a beggar or to do this, to this meekness or chuck the side program when you keep the batteries which away with this period. I don't think based in difficulty. The sound okay? I love you to be recording and see what... oh hello. I don't know inside with the mic and decide is the computer. So if I'm speaking like this, you see the theater. This is clear. All this people fine. Next my project. How about here? The mind's asleep. You can really hear now this without the noise. Let's see what you do. Hi. If I reduce it to the better... better now? Okay. I'm disagreeing some options. Video is gone now. Swishy song.