All Is In Service To Your True Nature - 5th July 2017

Tell me a little bit about the inquiry. So right, I think it moves in waves. At times, that awareness for other gaps, see that just their past institutions to exist for moments, then just connect it. Now you are that. Is the approach on the part to ask ourselves right now: what is it that you are? Which means what? Okay, I am what I am, which is exciting on these ions. It is succeeding. Which morning with you get it out of the mind? So sticky. I'm here sometimes over here, though the world of this speaking. What can we see? It's not about the speaking, but what can we say about this observer? Is there an observer? You are in this awareness. Know that only change is good. Oh, speaking is happening. Speaking and in post perceived. Now you say, 'I have to perceive it.' What is it? And because of it, then I said, 'What can we say about the perceiver?'

Okay, there's nothing much I can really say about it except that it is.

Okay, is this was given to you or not? You see this school gap between a perceiver and what is?

Yes, it's a bigger... so there is really no gap. It's just happening at the time when there is no mind or literary activity. The level of activity, the activity which is happening.

So this activity is happening now. Who is perceiving it? Although there is no gap between the perceived and the perceiver, the activity itself is not perceiving that with you. In a way, we will be constructing some more. So who is perceiving with them? And is moving with the hand, perceiving it? I sight the sight of the hand, also speaking with other types. It's an aspect of... at this moment I can say it's an aspect of me which is perceiving what? Which is not the eyesight or which is more behind.

Now, with an aspect of you, implies what? I can only say that it is me which is perceiving, which is letting the activity to happen. It just big city. So this is the aspect of you which is perceiving this. This is the aspect of any quality, any attribute. The attribute is of a perception. Its activity is to perceive. Besides to perceive, does it also have another activity?

So at times it feels and there is no gap. He says even the activity that it is doing of speaking of it is okay. But besides this activity of perceiving, seeking, listening, seeing, smelling, touching, okay, the other first I guess the quality was... is any other function or this aspect like it makes it happen?

What it? Okay, so this is very good. It makes it happen. It must be then the projector or the concealer as well as the material. What do you mean by 'make it happen'?

So the thought occurs, just a thought occurs, give us the seeds of memory.

What a good point. It can't be recognized till the time it is perceived by something. It is perceiving its own. The thought occurred, perceived this. All that all you can do with it. What is happening? I am supposed to saying, I am not understanding, perceiving function. It is perceived. Is there anything else that this aspect of you, as you call it, can do with the thought? In getting it imported again, more branches that identify itself?

Yeah, it's not very good. Or it can choose to say nothing. Oh, it might only have the power to perceive.

You can look at whether it confuses and possible. The phenomenal series has the power to perceive. We also have this with all phenomena, including thoughts. Yes. But it also has the power to give it the least sense or to say, 'It is cool, do this message on the top.' Okay, this is nature's, this is true. So it is politically different from is the perceiving is the time you think you do attention to do. So attention with the power to perceive and believe with the power to identify or to give me me. Oh, very good. See, it is an aspect of you that does all of this. So could you say this is an aspect? I can then ask you: what is the other aspect that actually gives the meat everyone? So mind, body, and this, that's one of our consciousness. This consciousness that perceives it and believes it. Who is aware of both of these?

It that aspect... I can't keep calling it aspect because it's take that limited form which change that since you use perceiving, which identifies with it and since who does it? The action as well as the car as well as when we we can say identification happen. If there are a limited one who say that aspect which is a limited then identifies with something, the body-mind. Before the identification happens, if there is a limited one or a hundred visible? Let's look right now. Now what is the limited on him to get reduced today's imitation? Limitation that identifies and it is an aspect, no, which before in the moment occurs organically. Identification is spontaneously in this moment you are identified this that is feasible and look at it keeps it.

So your the boundary with this limitation when you look with a other identification. Without identification means without believing a concept or notion of any. So this look and define the boundary of the imitation. Limitation means what ever edge the boundaries they can. They tell me where if you whatever it can perceive diamond give an example. So you perceive this body, Santos is for G or activities of the senses and often is the boundary that of - with you perceived just now. All of this we perceived within you, I'll say. So I'm going to catch something I need e on tips are outside the perception ability of that. If I think of anything, the thought violent, but by thinking of things which are objects and outside of the screen is inside.

Now let's see if we can find a limit to this screen. Then number two discreet you say for now. Okay, is a object outside but they are perceived inside. This is a bit contrary to what you said over here. Perception and the objects are the same. It is a we look at that right now. You see all perception is happening within myself on the screen. Now what are the boundaries of this p4c if the screen limited prior what is perceived? How have you come to that conclusion? I can't table it some form of the maids or can get this. We have to have a little bit of this to be person object or the image image available. But that's not the label here is not how I refer to. I believe this is where enabling with the interpretation of it. I'm needing to that as a beach which is yes where color which takes place check.

So just like this image is getting perceived, these wires are getting protein found on the street is getting personal. Everything in our experience is getting perceived. You get all of this is getting perceived within you. Have you any experience of its actual existence without your perception of it? Except from your perception of it, is there any experience of any object this? So I need to experience to proceed exactly good. Can you confirm that there is a remote control on the coverage unless there is a perception effects? Now let's first look at what all is this router imaging is perceived people. It's also just out imagery especially on the 54 all this country who said then underneath we will supersede in the same stream of this any imagination odds. What about emotion, sensation or the world pain and pleasure in the body? What about dreams? No matter what the content of the game might be on them.

Now in that case is that mountain inside wall six actually? So when you dream at night, the mountain is an actual mountain outside with only the perception before that moment it is inside that moment of the clean it is obviously insane. Aadheenam is there an actual mountain outside besides up there for that mean? Besides your perception of it, is there actually an object which is being to see inner routing? So just like a dream, this so-called waking you only testimony to that which exists is what you perceive in all perception is happening only inside. And all of these wheels - objects who looked at sensations, we looked at hearts, imagination, memory, pain, pleasure, everything is on the screen which is on the inside.

Now because all of this is boundless all it's very limits to what can be perceived in right now we are the imagination of creativity anything can be. What about your enter existent films unfamiliar the times that you exist is it also on the screen? I could just the play of the word. It is the screen on which all will happen for them. That's I, this I am here 15 all this to happen. This is moment right this is it's actually what other speak arrivals. Now you can say very beautifully that my distant consciousness it was green on top which all this imagery all this perception is happening and I have no experience of anything except I the four section in this way. Now what is aware of this existence that on this thing? If their awareness of that screen is very well on the queendom it is skin all this day if it is your sense of existence itself we say existence different form of X yes hence of awareness is that of existence this one using the right words but okay x-ray. So for now it cooked so we don't distinguish sometime between awareness and this centrality to design complete even now the sense of the distance is in sense of existence that you exist or that I exist oppa like this rather since all of these

If their awareness of that screen is very well on the kingdom, it is skin all this day. If it is your sense of existence itself, we say existence is a different form of X. Yes, the sense of awareness is that of existence. This one is using the right words, but okay. So for now, it cooked, so we don't distinguish sometimes between awareness and this centrality to design. Complete even now, the sense of existence is in the sense of existence that you exist or that I exist. Like this, rather, since all of these systems assume that it was part of that same screen here, the entire school is in that emergency now. In this entirety of its, with all its perception system, is also nice. Is it really intimate? Like it is a microphone? Whether it feels like it's like a screen, it is. Yes, I'm not sure again. I worked with an awesome mask and I'll give you a little clue. Is it like somebody watching the computer, watching a movie? There is a screen on top of it, all this is happening. Is this your experience with this screen also?

Okay, so you say everything is happening on the screen of existence. And for me, even the screen is with the room. Then I observe consciousness here it is, and I'm conscious. I'm not conscious of it; it is this.

When you observe now, what can we say about the observer of the screen? You see, here in my existence, everything will happen. Everything is a screen tapping in front of me. So, in front of whom? What can we say about that? So that it is only observing. Is it you? Let's go closing. Yes. What is the shape of this one? Everything that has a shape is on the screen, right? Correct. The screen itself you say is in front of me. This is the aspect I want to find. When it is observing consciousness, it sees this screen. When it is not conscious of that observing, look at it now. Idea about it? You're clear that you as a witness, even of the screen of existence, on top of which all of this phenomenon is happening—so this one, you say, does not have a change. There is nothing. Now you say something happens to this animated, not observing consciously as to you those words. Okay, make it happen. Ensure it becomes an object on the screen or becomes the screen. Now, don't observe. Did you become whatever is the screen here coming to you? It's not becoming; it is the existence today. Agree with that? Existence was there right now. You don't find the one that observes in frame one and vanished. Who's already vanished? One which was also accused traitor. This is it. It is letting I vanished. I am not here anymore.

But even to say that it is no longer there means that there must be something that saw that. So that's one you say is the same one. Where did it go? It is there to see the advanced. Then where is it? It's in see. So irrespective of where attention is going, whether the attention is completely consumed by an object on the screen or not, when attention is taken away from the screen, irrespective of that, is the witness that observes or is witness to even this screen? This being unchanged. Because attention is so infamous to the Self, it can seem like this movement of attention is something the Self is a machine. Where is attention always reporting back to? Yes. So nothing really vanishes. The truth does not come and go. So that is observed. Even this existence, even to see it is not there, means that seeing that it is not this, that seeing itself is it. Register them. It is because attention seems to have this awkward movement while still being connected to yourself in this to you. And then attention, which is locked away for some time, you see it so naturally here. But when attention is an object, it can seem like reporting to that vanished. It never does. Always coming back to the side.

So we don't have—it is not an exercise in this way that we must always contain our attention. Just be in a certain way in this. Simply check: where is your attention reporting back to now? The content of your experience, where is it being assimilated or perceived? Even tricking my sisters. And what is aware of this perception? You can know who becomes the object. It is only that I know that all of this—we're talking a world, a stretch, the vehicles—because they're only within the screen of your existence. Now, can you only become that object and not be that witness of it? Even it identifies itself. Okay, even in identification with this fundamental truth change, what is the meaning of identification? Is it just like if I were to start believing I am a cat? We can just this white cat be walking around. Have the power to believe, which many people in the world believe all kinds. You can believe this. It is the belief of that there's something changed about what idea. So even an identification, it is with the pores of the cat. It is a fool with that 'I am a body.' But in reality, does something change? Once this is clear, then you see this: my reality only remains as the Self. The truth of what I am really is unchanging. It is only the ability to pick up this facade, this pretense of being a mature team individual, that gets picked up. There never is individuality in reality. The opposite—reality and individuality are like opposites.

Now we can look at the original question, which was: do you need to do anything to become yourself? Can you try and push yourself away? Does it give a sense? Make your best effort. Identify with anything, with any object. Don't be aware of it. Then this is natural. I must get aware of it more. How would you spirits with no awareness? It cannot be persuaded. Now, what is your relationship with this other line? You know what I go. The question is, let's look at it simply: what is the distance between you and this awareness? Awareness would be anywhere. If I am, I am the one who's experiencing all of this. There is no distance. If I am, or you are, is it a recurrence or is it your inside? Just one that we have awareness of. Okay, within what I am, there cannot be difference between them. The difference comes from experience. So the division happens in reality or it happens in lyrical? This consciousness, existence, step of yourself and the beauty to pick up ideas and limited ideas about this sense. And with the idea that I am a cat, do you actually become one? Or do you remain as the equal madness of that cat?

Okay, but it is the object all vanish one by one. All sensory perception is vanishing. I was aware of perception of the world, or the world advanced. All aware of thought, aware of imagination, or aware of temptation. All of this perception, all the way one. Suppose one by one they all go. With which perception that the awareness goes? When it really means to, even if it is nothing. Let me put it this way: in fact, if I were able to create a nothing, I perceive to that awareness that it is not. So is the awareness independent of objective reality? This encompasses, yes. But it is what has the dependent relationship. Can there be a perception of an objective world without awareness? Which can there be awareness even when there is nothing? If that's so, then it's perception dependent on awareness. The awareness is independent on whether there is perception or not. So therefore, that which must be the greater than the unchanging one. Now repeat the question again to do this one.

So he was not being very... it was about the inquiry of this thing which, adopting of that in the sphere of talking, the inquiry which can cook you back into this and that's move the money.

So let's dig up this now. Just now it was an inquiry. We inquired: what is it that I am? What is it? It means unchanging. Is it possible to not be aware? Is it possible to even if all perception stops, you say that either this to see that there is nothing, I must be this? Even this is in we get to happen. There is a wave. Now this was the in question. What happened in the inquiry is you saw what you were. Yes, but with this awareness, what it was, it did not... it is that aspect to use the existing that fit again which has the power to believe finger probe itself when it comes to the recognition of the truth of itself. Starts with plop all these, all these. So in the way of consciousness, consciousness uses concepts to pose as if it is a limited entity. Nowadays, removing all these concepts for mature unburdening itself in a way is in the inquiry. So ever wanted inquiry is like that, to use to remove at the time and then we even throw that away. So there comes a point where to see the reality of what you want, you don't need to ask a question for man. It is given food other than work exactly so that you so. And for more, there is a period of oscillation between identifying as this game and form and coming into the reality making in that effortless non-identification. So there can be a period of oscillation business.

So while that is happening, it is good to hold on to this. But how to hold on and something pursue a button so that you cannot suffer unless you identify? So when you start to sense some suffering, we start to can something is pushing my button. Let's check within: who is it that I am? Slammer. When you find that, you find or a flu when this some energetic movement, concentration, some energy, some thoughts and everything, and we call that suffering. Nobody really suffering from them. You just be able at you. So when you see it's the original sufferer, there the idea of suffering will become more than one seemed to be a false idea belonging only to the idea that you had about yourself. And that is being talked to here. When you start to sense some suffering, know that the root of it is a false notion of false identification. And now you are keeping it as is because is even more and more the truth about you. You know, it seems effortless thing, seems mostly that you are into of this identification. Music we were compiled note of it is that one which is removing the other song.

So if you want throw it this on very fast, what happens with these address field in English? So long as their condition see embedded, then is to use this tool to move it. A Guru gave another beautiful example. He said on the funeral pyre is a stick which runs the fire. It is also a stick. Would you do the stick which is lit up, which has the power to burn anything else? Now if you say this big mistakes while, so this stick away or keep boarding to move? I like that. So this is also ultimately what happens to it. So you form the belief of mine, but that tire has to catch on to a screen. We select allergies to explain adding parties. It itself usually does not create mean conditions. It is the stool to remove other condition. And there's on the point where inquiry itself becomes the condition. It can condition this aspect of worse which is like the spiritual ego and meaningfully. So well for all and acquiring today this kind of thing and we start to believe these ideas about ourselves in the master might come in tell you the diamond is acquire identity or even this fact is a Self is body only the main empty even of that remain neutral open and empty.

Is there okay? I want to show it. Okay, changes doing of course was a bit loud. Hello, what's under here? All that glitters is not gold. You do okay. Unless I was a knock, I was not expecting that. Didn't see that coming. My guard is down. I feel so vulnerable. I literally feel aluminum keep on like there's a lot of spacings honestly. Metagross, there are questions to ask for say whether it's just like talking. I hardly talk to people and there's white like I'm making a... I have a cake, there's no one to eat. Well, there is this some sense of expectation that Donna's reading. I don't understand whether this is condition or whether it's or I'm not able to see that.

He says they would flee that sometimes an event can happen in our lives that can feel like complete knockout punch. Completely unexpected out of the view, boom, that's it. All the concepts that we hold about ourselves, everything that we felt was true about...

I hardly talk to people. It's like I'm making a cake and there's no one to eat it. Well, there is some sense of expectation that Donna's reading. I don't understand whether this is conditioned or whether it's... I'm not able to see that. He says they would flee that.

Sometimes an event can happen in our lives that can feel like a complete knockout punch. Completely unexpected, out of the blue, boom, that's it. All the concepts that we hold about ourselves, everything that we felt was true about life, that is not the way. In one punch, thank you, wonderful, open, empty. And in this way, actually, with these kinds of events, it will sound strange what I'm going to say, but even these events, they give you this gift that you cannot really make a conclusion about anything. They know that anything can just happen. It makes a nominal you, you think. But even in this now, mind will come and we will try to give you a position. Even make the position an open one, a wonderful one: 'If I knew now that I'm so...' one labels. But even that we don't. You can infuse any condition, any concept.

The irony is I don't know how I got so far from thirty-two now, by numbers, to make decisions for someone else, a seven-year-old. That's the biggest joke. How you got to thirty-two? I mean, I should... it just got here. Is it at a real point where it said left or right? This later, let's say, anyway that it can feel like that. Yeah, actually when we looked at it, it just happened this way. All your life is like this. It's just moving in its own way. It's like the waves of the ocean; they're moving. You can feel like, 'I'm deciding how I'm going to go left today' or 'I'm going to go a bit high today' or 'this low.' All this we just make-believe. It's relative. Then you can decide what to take on level, go so. And it is true as it is, and what will be for you, it is true before years. Yeah, I had no regrets because I took them for me. I'm trying. I had to pay a price, but now the burden of making decisions becomes less and you feel the accountability as so much pressure. Don't run a company, but it's so much pressure. I'm not the right person to seek counsel with. Like if he was here, I'd grab out there and she would have made all the decisions; I just supported it. Now it's like this: you take it one step at a time. You start thinking what all the decisions we have made. Unique education for you, learn how to give up a child, and what would move this? I have no... nobody has really. I'll call the parents, 'Hey, I like to...' and I try to read books about parenting and having my first child, and you just realize that who really knows anything about anything? This, when that moment arises, yes, actually will come. Can we put this one on? It answers something yes or no. Come the money, come later and say, 'I would like to work with that.' Was that right? Was that wrong? It has nothing to do with how it moves. In dunya, guys, they tell you you could have a plan. Okay, I am going to sing for my children. So it doesn't happen in the moment; it just goes a little bit too sure. So just like any parent, you don't know if it is good, it is. You have the recognition. You don't mean we host parents for the... they feel like they know. Companies in a mutual way, going in a number way, which is like, 'I'm not doing a good job.' It's okay here because in some, you see that life is already surrendered. In this event now, you see that it's all centered. Nobody could kill becoming yellow cake. No planning, it's helpless. So you see that something is more volatile and something will also move the life of your children as you remain empty of your individuality. You will find that your children are automatically blessed by your presence. They'll mean they won't throw tantrums again? This is a success or the kid code bacteria? All that can still happen. But all part is part is a taste of this world, part of the taste of all the extremes. I tasted here life and death both. You have a taste that death can just come, come for the silliest of things without any fathomable reason. And all this strategy and planning, is it working in the overall scheme of things? And yet, in the place, even this is part of the movement of the wheels, receiving spontaneously. You might find yourself giving reference, maybe going to be a little bit... this plan is nothing but a conceptual idea. And if it is the will of consciousness for it to move in that way, it will. Otherwise, it's so. Yet, it's part of the play. We can say, 'I have a life inside of me, so what do I need to sit in my... simply life's plan.' But you never know. And you open the back... I mean, I'm just not something I back it really did. How can you be good for people? Yes, you cannot. You cannot really plan. And in the clear loser, as long as you consider yourself to be an individual entity, cause responsibility now is a snooze and then those it can seem a burden until you start to see that there is no entity here anyway. So these things, consciousness has always been. Adam stuff. So there you go, mass consciousness, prefer to do whether you for his cause is until matter. But the one problem, who will? It is illusion, not really focus. You know what? I'm always in that. Nothing is additionally alpha.

Yeah, yeah. I can clearly see I picked up this agenda of this pressure, you know, 'I want to carry the freight now.' And somehow I seem to be enjoying it actually. 'Oh, my bag to carry, my special cloak.' This is very beautiful what you see, because even in the complaint of, 'Oh, now I have this additional responsibility, how will I do it?' the consciousness is enjoying even that. It leaves you okay. Think early enough to admit when you go to do things, they don't see, realize in the movie, open consciousness, we enjoy this theory only. Your pointing has been very helpful.

I came to India, everyone was crying. I was moving, my blaming. I was like, 'Loaned out.' I took my bike, I went onto the freeway, started driving on the wrong way at ninety miles. Yeah, I wanted to hit a truck. I don't know, some sanity prevailed. I was crying, I was crying so much I couldn't even see what was coming. I don't know how I survived. It won't happen again, but I don't know what struck me. I realized that's not the solution. You've been speaking all this, stop it for a little bit.

People, the usual means to realize, exactly today one also somebody has written to me, and somebody had written to me about a month ago. I will share in the conveyance. She wrote to me and she wanted to be integral inside to facilitate that before coming, before even chickens kill themselves, even looking. It is an effect, suicidal tendency. It's also conditional, yes. Because of course everything is a play of consciousness, but this one is one part of the play that gets really strange. So many times when these kinds of actions come from a place of wanting to prove a point, it's some sort of indication from them which is just an expression of one wanting to exist. Look at really is on two solutions. I can go and go visually. She might realize any body and then are basically small. This pain that comes with a risk input, bodies are disposable subjects. I know we're broadcasting to the flashing of this comes a body, the vibrators. How many bodies are we sitting from? What I've experienced, Father, there is no discretion and reasoning giving those movies this. The more you try and drop to the double again, I've accepted it from, but then within their tears still comes because there's so much love, overwhelm. Love can... I miss the person. I don't know what I feel. Miss fear should not come and even the tears well then missiles if they're brief with the degree there is anger, a good be honest not to breathe until your anger come. Yes, the worldly plays contain like something typically unviewable. Do it. All this is allowed to come. Please uncover began twenty. Don't try to push away any Indian variable wasn't and don't even variable whether it is mind be that it is not might be you don't can be hardness is it all about anything is no one thing that you're taking care in the child with the moments a strong identity ethic is know that you're always in the satsang on consciousness that to experience became godly fizzle. Okay, the gift we can give to others while we have this system gives monkey tales with your grace, Father.

A beer crease is only until this to your longing for this truth. Unfortunately, I've also been surrounded by storytellers who tend to watch lots of movies, Indian typeface or sheep activating so much. I know that's not good for you. The house it is between for two weeks, it all drama, a little busy here. I don't feel anything, absolute presence and greater than any others phenomenal source because you find your place in this way to be able annually. Even otherwise, mostly they're mostly most if you don't know what they're talking anyway so don't know is what this cannot still be visible. All your pointing, all your reminder is really, really at understanding testament that today was or was my strength. Once you teach, you know you was my strength who can play with one illustration of the operating table fishes clearly respected friend in order facing the wall like smashing the water out of the blue once a single house we stayed in difficult. There's a lady there loosely on say after we she said, 'I am going to be four years with four years later.' Now I can tell you what this is, a creative patience as fit as a criminalize person faces, you know, a ones beloved on the waiter just higher. I had this protocol oh coz undying. So this is not a talk is the most shy with home since thirty years. I'm already concerned about this object the end of where is it the similar or and also whether one all our planning we were talking about it being on the old ovoid this most likely end up in the hospital one day and then after that this will be busy I'm a pi or under the car.

But while this play is on, while the body has the animating force animating it, can we find something which is undying? And we play the game in this way and they find eyes with your undying which will not burn in less time taking to go home. Let's just go cartina of media lies is no weapon can cut and fire cannot go. Can we find that? You promise me you're not going to do this driving on the lawn or would get that thing that extra bit of more lives. Any time these kind of thoughts come, remove me holding my hand. Is he getting you from Java? So much pseudo-responsibility now I'll have to do my karma. So they're from birthdays here. Richard here to be, I guess he is. Hello, hello Richard and Cindy. Walk is not here as I can see, doesn't work here. What I will go tell him he's not missing for so Richard and for Shin you are sitting simplistic. Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy holiday is your sir to in Eugene. Receive in Gucci, bless you. Liberty is just an Geneva is true. The other thing is once they start singing like that, if you ever forget somebody, you know what, remind me that whether it's my birthday today even don't feel bad. Oh, he doesn't remember last year. It is Irish tradition to help with a speech. They come by to control ready number this Irish tradition to have put this each individual group of evil cabelas. No, no, it's just nice to ditch it. Yes, it's saying happy birthday. Oh, she says and this club is here. Thank you so much. We will connect ruin and you all our love and best wishes. You continue to marinate in your truth, near recognition of yourselves to come beyond any doubt as it is becoming so much, so much love from all of us. Baby nation is there. Hello kittens, look at him have to become so weak. No mercy, this is gonna call Faison is going to fall apart. Daddy, what is it? Daddy and mommy.

I'm over there. Hello it on. I did you see Papa is not liking much because Papa keeps going to meet Y times are soo. I love you.

Apart, Daddy. What is it, Daddy and Mommy? I'm over there. Hello. Did you see? Papa is not liking much because Papa keeps going to meet you. I love you. My name is...

Thank you all so much for being in Satsang today. Sri Guru Rishi Maharaj Ji Ki Jai. Sri Mooji Ki Jai.