Whether suffering or not, I remain the same

is like like if I believe then then that was my problem. Not my problem like that was what brought me suffering and ultimately whether suffering or not suffering it is just like a seeming suffering as you as you so commonly say because like I am always I remain the same throughout all those experiences so there was a point when I didn't care if I if I had moments where I apparently believe the thought and then maybe felt sad as a consequence or not because in the end I am saying so whether suffering or not I don't I don't care so that was the reality too. However it is the last too long because as I was reading I read your book in the in the page that is a book