It is pride to think we should get it earlier

The human mind it seems over so much I am doing and even that those 12 years will be the most beautiful of our life otherwise how would you spend this career in conflict with and a going in a visual position here these 12 years it sounds like so much but actually it is the best career so it is pride you think that we should get it as here all this is this great. All is difficult because here we are counting God's judgment and saying why it is more what is better what is different so we get stuck in these things and it is very natural because as I hear it then I feel that all of us are called for the same pride so that you should look at it and say that here as I can come to God only 20 years this is God is he the boy who is to only here at the other way from number 15 and somebody says to me you will become next shadow count by 27 you say oh next shadow count by 27 only