If it doesn't feel like a risk, it's armchair spirituality

And it needs a lot of faith because what I posted in the contemplation just group just before this, before coming to Satsang, was that many times it will seem like a risk. Can I really let this go in my mind at the moment and stay with God? And if it doesn't feel like a risk, then we are not really. Then it's a armchair spirituality, just a feel-good sort of spirituality. If he hadn't been able to endure in God in that moment, then we are not being spiritual in that moment.