Why do we keep choosing Maya? Because we think we know better than God

But though I am blessed many times with his presence, he... He blesses me and in Satsang's true you also. I keep choosing in Maya. I keep choosing believing in this body, in this mind. And I'm saying this may be over in our years, but still saying, I have to say it. So, I don't know, you bless me, you pray for me, whatever it is, seem to keep me here. Bond is in this lifetime. I want to be free. Why do we choose Maya? Because I think I can get something from it. I know better than God. So, at least for that moment, it seems like there is an offer, which is better than being in God's presence. And that offer may be trouble. See, it doesn't have any justification, a little thing.