Life is suffering, but only to see it doesn't exist

I am starting to understand that life is so much suffering, not because it is me, but to to see that it does not exist. So far, it is just a small window of clarity and still I am burning, could you clarify further? Yes, very beautiful what you say. You say it is not vindictive like Guruji says, it is not mean right. At the point of suffering then seems to be to transcend it and once you transcend it you actually come to this which you said later to see that it actually does not exist. That we seem so clear as if it is a lake of water. This is why it was just a mirage. Why? Because it is not that the sensations of pain did not exist. The perperance of some events here.