The Truth Never Needs to Be Held On To - 31st December 2019

So if we do impossible does it mean that it is impossible to find yourself the goal visible we don't know whatever we call which is aware that it is I which is aware of all of these percent as well it will really turn the self averages in phenomenal terms baseless there is no basis for saying and yet the reality it is undeniable. So if you saw a man running around with a bucket and then what you want to fill in you got it and he says I want to feel spacing or do you like this or if he says I want to capture the entirety of space in his locker so in the scene we need to try and find the self as is as you secrete concept of a supreme intellectual understanding or we find the self as if it is going to be something different perception the palace and when we let go this fallacy self appreciate believers that's why this channel dude this game like wasn't me t is one year ago in spirit with such a recent is a as a little they go off on a template it will give you one until Berkeley or experiential pocket or physically it's a critical time and that give you the end of your spiritual suffering with our story and indeed if I'm taking my cart and it's time you cannot understand this alone why can't I see the self what's not so small that you will see it is another object now without these to stardom is important your situation we only started with this one 24 understand some people trying to perceive tell me what are the struggle is with the self cannot be found in this way if you hear this one your life will become our system already with the master main job is to tell you what not to do to save you a lot of time if they are not going after perception and if they are feeling after intellectualize what do you know the new motor but are here but now if you try to decipher what is that mean for me this expectation it's not safe don't be bothered with any fruit of any action and yet we buildin this pretty truly self recognition it's so much content of expectation what is the free meal so that's why I'm calling you Steven don't bother with any perception independent of officer don't bother with any understanding exceptions and us more is there something more value that we watch will also disappointed these two bit response that you still have to understand we have a version of what it should've we have an idea of what it is you see both these are there and they are not matching and that complexity of the intellect we call this upon because look we this want to go to work really if you didn't have anything to see it's like somebody's been digging for gold on their life that's all they know how to do 2010 year 2011 the game people hopefully wanted to find you and then we find it that way this type of prisoner in to visit a prison sentence for that the errors for 20 years all that you're thinking about this being Aziz Al Capone on sumo you don't know what you just want to come back and so this is a very disappointing discovery to decide very disappoint this country because verified by seeker issue will go up as well.

That idea of earning money funding Google or finding the best relationship of finding any of them what is crazier to to be obsessed with trying to find something that you already have not even have that you already are or trying to get something which you can determine I just want to be a father I just want myself so that's why do people of the world be some please take whatever finding now seeking you became then the idea of something and then I saw and not that and that GE maybe have fear in more pain and suffering and then we when you say do mean understand that's like to be this so the whole thing starts with like in this case what effect is that I started it before me what this is all for this particle physically and did I I'm living at home I can say some very fancy to the master has unmoving with is the piece of pie forward so 45 in the master it's the conclusion which exists at face the byproduct yes best to the byproduct of what you farm this will be Satsang to come to know the truth between it is respective or whatever the byproducts many so we find this truth which is non conceptual while you will search it for a conceptual we need to design and we realize that this concept which always is in existence itself is greater than any of you students talking concrete what you're running into a good concept is what I really should be I should be able to give you a good answer in life are you willing to give yourself a good answer to that is meeting if you've not sort of smaller to be neither isn't that because we let hearings cut my busy life to this part so strongly I'm just really really traumatic so it will not be much fun is what happened it's important that I can tell you that from whatever it's which is not to be looted thank you Matt what's up a spiritual securities we will keep hearing it's not going to be a perception is not going to be like this tactic but to let go server addiction in movies like experienced citizens and sort of conceptually filling the box people understand this taking move this eviction means if you wanna quit in the world by I'm sure what they're you know but trying it on its meaning - meaning what is the meaning of fantastic finish what are the minimal speed we try to find meaning to that which is the most yummy and then really a part of the meaning of love even our ovens fields which are distant service to my reality not be a first absolutely but because we don't understand what space means it's

Instead of conceptually filling the box, people understand this taking move, this eviction. It means if you want to quit in the world, why? I'm sure what they're, you know, but trying it on its meaning—meaning what is the meaning of fantastic finish? What are the minimal speed? We try to find meaning to that which is the most yummy and then really a part of the meaning of love. Even our ovens fields, which are distant service to my reality, not be a first absolutely. But because we don't understand what space means, it's baseball because we are not able to upgrade yourself to concept that we watched our site. So does the finding for yourself in? I just aim too much if it is dispensable—don't read words. We must resist this button. Your existence is the extent of complete extent of this magnificent system. Your existence is already the complete extent, or it is connotations. Then nothing more. Your indicates is no Twitter. That's the greater you will now be for me, honestly. It's a relief valve squeaking. Will not be even that is hard to sleep within the source which is you. Then I go boobies and will slightly play like a so. In the same way, we have to speak on what further can you give yourself? This is fantastic. We think that the weirdest object within the being, and for that object, of course, it will feel like I can give it so many gifts. But you are not the outer imitation for this. So that idea that something needs to change for you to be free—so if I said to you there is no normal way to check for healthy, that disappointment if you have the, he would stop generating myself, will stop tragic nervous. These students, we made so upset by our standards. You get so upset. We're not angry for Georgina's. What is the point of your satsang if you still behaving like this one with no? Usually, people, that is exactly what we do in class. I'm recharging it ourself on the basis of some flickering lights they put in what we did.

You have two children to do. We now represent the real. Ram Ji is real. Came to the real reduction. But only what we do and something has to change there are new for me to be do this. So it is not that I think about you sister, still just label it forward. It is already consciousness. They don't have a minute one for yourself properties of any expression you can about to either buy a max two already still. How do you know it isn't that? Because you just forget about what evidence do you have that it is so? Let's try real life. I say let go. I promise to be design. And this pointing you to put something which is always that we listed and then showing you that as this consciousness, you choose to build it yourself by picking up. It's not that the red good has happened. You burden in this living room with some expectation of what it should be. We can also politically not give me a slowly. If it is this way, we should always be like this. You need that moves over. There is a need for of time and space on to it so. So that would like a temple we make yourself is what the master changes. Let them come.

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So this is what you see for that one. No, no. For that one who go out to situations, that other master will show up for them. You do take care of this one that is here. Mexico, Mexican. I remember this point again. No, you can take care of this one that is here. One word would be for that one with don't wanna take care of it. Few generations only take care. So future enough time take care of you generation. You let this one be taken care of. I'm ready for example unless we put him with us to be so right. Come back to the state. See, I'm seem to let that one be taken. It's like whoo, beautiful. Compare the reader and you start to eat this tablet and they mind already. But tomorrow I don't have to be fun. Yeah, but if you annoyed me because even that moment of both of us emptiness which I experienced now to yourself evolution, would you believe liquid expectation of the future? Even what will be now seek to gain obscure because you're building it. You know, we don't allow ourselves to spend. It's what you do to unburden. This is good, it's fine for now, but they can't.

This one owns it. Otherwise dearly you taking care of my dignity, but I notice I can not leave straight. I speak it for you, so can you help me with that?

So wonderful that the sweepstakes and paper on that to come. This one needs job responsibilities theories. It should be seamless finish. Can be ups and downs come. So my knowledge of reality seem to help this life and mine. Yeah, well did reality second spot where? So the deal should have done unto you. My husband, I should be the spot of use so that I didn't get on hills near you. There's not anything I should be able to spot. I am here today speaking of the real one. So being able to spot the I'm doing really good. I know to let go, yes. So the box for thanking me like a check, check the real you. What has to come in the level of employ it for-to Bobby? So already to take yourself to be the unmeaning one. I'm wanting that that ugly one should never be caught up in our gear. Is this month to consume the poison and then say, well I have to do it is there to keep 21 hours? It's a 44 with no please. You know what the biggest of the television time to is solve a non-existent for me is to finish for me bowel wall truth reality Twitter party in solution to this on the ministry. See there a deployment. I only did one day I will keep so much in my mind what I will find that is already in your pocket. That's what you feel like. We are expecting it to be like what something we do try, try, try, try, try. Get tired unneeded expedition. I think need to go on that adventure, the treasure at the failure. If you try to convince the mind or gate your mind all of these things, basically that if you go the King under the ground, you will only find territories will come to meet you. So to go to the point looking for the truth until you feel like myself that we are lost unless we have captured it in our mind. The mind says we are lost unless really what is this? It's a ministry me. It's listing whatever even simpler than just if you don't even talk you just, just be.

That is all the hot suit audiences the point without you even see what is the point mix on what do you dare you to think of this language and of all it gets the enemy bullets in this one are checking evoke a mother moon is true relationship. They often disagree of it. I will get something bigger than my divine presence. I will get more than what I already had. That is equal. But what is this article he did the resistance to worry haptics? It's really good. Yeah, after while they so time what you want. Um, I don't know, but there must be something it can tell you this sort of eventually. It can't just be that my existence is not good enough and nothing you can do he convinced me that it is good enough upon something and when she becomes your bitch'll we've we don't even come for this will be not even able to say I want money, I want relationship, everyone happy about me. You know you cannot even save these the stuff I want. So we simply spirituality like this. What you wanted? Wanna join come on Nene relationship and materialistic thing. You realize that you are not able to do that. So now you want it someone so as always say never do that. Two types of deeply come to satsang. You like don't steal with these two hands. One time both have inexpressible design. Both of these are reasonable. So one habit and the desire which is inexpressible which is for the truth and close in me than the face, just the truth. So it's tired of living the life I only wanted where the ones that really need the box model may have a design chaotically to articulate it but they sleep want something to be able to save it someone's home so and it keeps talking this way to plan our lives within self trying to find by leading the truth all of these things. But the notion of getting something coming we risk it block again and it never will be. We do not do that. If you have got inexpressible desire then you know then that is because you could have like in it specific design. However quickly this for me silly this one needs to you you know that we still going to keep the thing that he seemed a nothing here for me in saint-emilion very loud about you already have one fossil of something Knightly duty is already of the time which we used to be. But if you want that time to learn, if you want to gamble, if you want to be something else, they're going to come to clarity or what we make all of this is for a meantime of course. What can happen if it mind at the habit of making us believe these? Oh some of us will hear these kind of signature the question shaping's them if you have the choice between living a life which living a life full of lists bolsters this coming to the roots until any 570 meaning.

You don't have to expose just please cuz it clarifies very thing is the mic we use against or discovery. That's it. This is my place—my is the powers Papa's please. You seem like the briefs reservation the text will completely sober. It's a pile of you know pretty recognize really think special happy did you see you do no feel good. This is everything you wish for the police have to do. You wish for best initiative the perfect partner was slowly painful. You wish for superb function and you disinvited me to benefit the choice all whatever feeling you want to feel this but your weekly readings with ease honestly do not know about yourself though many feel like spirituality factor to get the same benefits of materialism but softer. I want to dry I think finding relationship like in now and trying to play along and by the way I'm not saying that one should mark everything that's the portability bound any fluid interesting combination that there are tag will particularly young boys tell me something which is beyond you wanted said I wanna move out of this annual meeting like everything that we want every desire.

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