Sharing Satsang - Jayani's Report - 15 May 2015

Well, Guruji, reveal to reveal that nothing is happening. And just more and more and more, like nothing happened, nothing is happening, nothing has ever happened. And then somehow something is believed to happen, but that also doesn't matter. And it's almost as if this is just clarifying itself, but it's also not clarifying itself because there's no clarification needed at the same time. Just so grateful, Father. You once said, 'I would spend a million lifetimes in delusion just to see, have a taste or a flash of Truth.' Just to have... I can't even say to have. I just thank you for your patience and your love and your light. And this Satsang truly is the light of the world. Pranam. Just the greatest blessing to find myself here in the Sangha, here with you. And I loved you from the first moment I met you, and I love you so much. And sometimes I feel like any word that I speak, it's just... it doesn't do any justice to what I can't even express. But I know that you know my heart. Thank you so much.

Thank you. I'm happy to hear all of you speak. I'm running out of words. Just let this light to the world be shared, coming from your own heart. Everything you... sometimes it becomes... there is some pressure in some wishing on you because you had such a beautiful meeting with Guruji. And I know I keep bringing it up for some reason because, you know, it had such a strong impact on so many of us. That light which was revealed at the time to be the one that shines through your every word.

You know, it was my first time. Yes, yes. And um, yeah. And I can't do anything. I'm just... I'm just you.