It's Gone, Unless You Pick Up Past and Future - 24th January 2018

I'm tired of these oscillations, coming to insanity and then experiencing all the emotions we experience, and then trying to find this spiritual protection in a way.

So she's saying that 'I'm tired of this now.' I know that, you know, the answer is that whatever you're tired of is already gone unless you pick up some idea of past and future. So, one who is to see this right now, this is independent, you know, of whatever might have happened and whatever is going to happen. My truth, my being, is untouched by any experience. Or you can ask yourself: So who is this 'me' that is tired? But what will become the journey, what will become seemingly cumbersome, is that if I also start buying into the idea of this 'me,' then we start dealing with the situation pretending that there is a 'me' here and a 'me' there, and both these 'me's are trying to help each other. What is the meaning in that?

So if I said to you that the one who asked for help has been helped and is gone now, you are free. That will sound like mystical mumbo-jumbo. But it is only that he cannot need help with this one. By the mind's calculation, now we get lost to confirm an inclusion. My total weight, I wasn't shouting it out. Well, if not seeking prominently here that I'm always fresh in the moment, I keep forgetting. This is just a habit, a release of some use for this habit. If this habit was not there, you will see that this is so true. What is being spoken? Your being is complete and fresh. It has no past, it has no future. It is all there is. So apparently, and a being itself has not picked up this play of picking up the limited idea about itself, then you will not represent this on every deal.

Well, no matter what the conditioning is, we all feel like we have some special conditioning that seems to be the most key. Actually, all of humanity seems to be struggling with the same food. Oh, I tell you, blessed are those who are able to get this glimpse of this being's freshness, this stillness, even for a moment. And then, so I'm saying, could I just stay like this? One is it? Could be. Maybe we can be a little bit grateful to say that 'I'm so blessed that amongst the thousands of 'me's that I met in this world, I have at least had a few moments of this information.' How much of your family's inside? Some open. You're going to be too late in the war in something. It won't even add of amenities. This kind of, instead of grasping for life like this, I kind of have more worth than all of this. There's more the sense of 'I see now,' then something seems to settle more easily.