Surge for benefit will turn into knowing it is not the point

If you can't understand the Ananda part of such ananda, why you are in it for this other chief or you, without ananda it's not worth it. This is it. So at this point, consciousness decides to play this way or the animal. It really comes to this point where it's done with the play of me, properly. If you could felt somewhere that because of coming to the truth, me will get something, I will get something. Then you will start to realize one day in such ananda that it's not