Are you in it for the truth, no matter what it brings?

It comes to the point in that time where it's very, oh sorry, I don't have a question around. Are you in the truth? Are you for the truth? Just for the sake of truth itself, or because of the idea or benefit that it might bring. And if you can answer that you are in it for the truth no matter what it brings. If you feel that over my truth should be this way, it should help my life this way, it should be like this, then you can keep playing this way. So truth just for the sake of truth with no guarantee about anything at all. Not even get no guarantee of peace, no guarantee of joy, nothing forget of it. Because it is these guarantees which get in the way of them anyway. But even that I don't want to tell you as a reassurance. In it, or just the truth, is that your heart's deepest longing, no matter what other phenomenal things it brings, or doesn't.