Before undertaking the journey to find yourself, see if it is actually lost

So before we take on a journey, before we decide to undertake a journey to find ourselves. Let's see if it is actually lost in the first place. You see, otherwise the notion of finding ourselves is just a way of fulfilling our desires. Say, once I find myself, I will be peaceful. Once I find myself, there will be no suffering. You see, so it is just still about the phenomenon. Where did you lose yourself? And don't try to solve it for yesterday's, you were stuck in some difficult situation and frustrated. You see, don't try to project it into some future you who will say, who, right now, it is fine, but what about our after-zitsan?