You worship guilt as an idol, but where is the idol to yourself?

in denial of ourselves? There's two, there's two, no, no, I just, I think the opposite way, the, how the so-called neo-adwit in the attack being attacked, I can say, but why you forget to intrude yourself, is it, you're giving reality to this feeling, you're worshipping a calling it guilt, you're giving reality to this feeling, almost like I do worship calling it, pride, you do one of that, but where is the idol to yourself, why you forget to intrude yourself, and then you realize like just like you said, but I can't include it the same way, because I can't include it the same way, because it's not perceivable, and just because it is not perceivable should be denied then, is that not some sort of denial of, is it not some sort of avoidance? In fact, that is the greatest avoidance.