Absence of me is the presence of God

In that moment is the period because it first means the presence of God. The presence of myself is only possible when you buy into a motion of ourselves. And the absence of myself is empty of the motion of myself. So only the absence of myself is the presence of God. Then the paltuber. Now the problem in modern through reality mostly is that it is self-serving in this sense. How is this helping being? And we also understand that we is a non-existent enlightened idea. So it seems like a merry-go-round. How is it helping me? So how does that have been used with this kind of? There has been traditions which already it was more about service to God and love for God. So not God helping me, but me being available to God.