When we were in love, remembering Him was effortless

So, I am going to take a connection between where we started and this. So, when we were able to spend a small percentage of our day with God, and if you remember the time where we were able to spend with someone, even though that someone may not have been physically there, when are those times? Yes, but when did that happen just so naturally? When we were in love, then it didn't feel like effort that I can spend to us. I feel like hope. I hope sleep doesn't take me away from my beloved. I just remember him, I believe. I don't want to sleep because then I won't remember God. See the difference? One is like a forcing ourselves to remain empty. It is fine if we can, but then that must grow in our lives. We can't just say he is always available when I need him. Our life is meant for him. What is the meaning of following God's vision? We have illusion for him.