I neither associate nor dissociate

So this is talking about the various schools of practice and various schools of Ghana. And that if you are saying, you have to do this, this, this, this. Then you are still referring to me as if I am a separate entity. Now all of this is gone. I neither associate nor this associate. I just remain as I am. So this is the continuation of abiding in the self. What does that look like? As we are letting go of these thoughts, effortless presence is here. An effortless awareness of this presence is here. Can I see that I am this awareness? From this point, I can say, I am not concerned with any of this.