If spirituality still feels optional

Am I really cut out for spirituality? Is this path really for me? If you have option, then it's not really for you. You see, your path is spirituality when you can't see the viability of any other option. Otherwise, you'll only struggle more. If you still can question and say, Am I really cut out for the spiritual path? that means you haven't understood what it's about you haven't seen the fakeness of anything else that the world has to offer yet that's why the mind can create that duality and keep you trapped so somewhere we need to make that commitment and say my life is for God alone let the mind give us these stories let it offer but I will transcend them one at a time and I will not fall for the same trick twice then see how how it runs out of tricks fast but if you keep falling for the same thing over and over and over then our whole life can go once you have seen through it finish bring new stuff to make me suffer I am not going to suffer from that again just fresh more and more