If you could turn your attention toward the self, the self would be another object

now, that you cannot be found this way, it cannot be done this way, that I will someday determine my attention towards this all, because if you could turn your attention towards the cell, then the cell would be another object, you see, so at best what you could be saying is that I am turning my attention away from the stimulus of perception, that is as far as we can go, that in our attention, eyes are closed, or other perception is also like a state in which there is not so much perceptual stimuli available, but it is not that the self got found, it is not that the self got found in the absence of perceptual stimuli, or was lost in the presence of it, this part is very, very important, because most of us are still handling for things in that spectrum of perception, still thinking