Happy cat, enlightened cat, or the guy in the Matrix

Then it was told somehow or the other that you come to Satsang and you kind the best thing. So then we come in one thing to be either very happy cat or enlightened cat or something. But in Satsang, what happens is that you're constantly living in mind that you're not the cat. And you can feel like because you felt that you were a cat coming to Satsang for something. You can just feel like, but that's not what I really wanted. But I may want that because it is the truth, isn't it? So that's how this will play out. And something has to give one way or the other when you're in Satsang. So it could be that cat nature sort of wins out. And that's okay. This whole plea is for that. It says, but I want to play a bit more. It could be that, okay, I may have come to become a happy cat. But it's even nicer to not even consider myself to be a cat. That seems too limiting for me now. If it was the second motion, it can be paid because it would be my upwards. Yeah. But what happened is that when the cat identity rears its head, you see, then many times we lose that objectivity.