Once I find I'm the ocean, I'll become a happy wave?

If you were the ocean are you ok to go from this world to dying? This is the delusion that you are the wave? Is it purely what do I get as a wave once I find out that I am the ocean? Is it just like that? Once I find out that I am the ocean I will actually become a happy wave. It might sound like strange thing what I am saying but you will look for yourself and see if this is not what you are doing. Once I find that I am the ocean I will be a happy wave. Otherwise what is the benefit of finding out? If the non existent wave doesn't become happy what is the benefit of finding out that it is the ocean?