Joy is the natural fragrance of your being

and your being, I mean that's when I'm feeling like I'm in a bad mood or something, and then I check into myself and I realize no, I'm not that miserable self, I am that joy, you know, and now I am having is that I'm, it feels like I'm kind of going against my deepest nature to say no, I'm not that joy, you know, I'm, I'm space, I'm, I don't give it, I don't, I don't care. Yeah, well, well, well in my room. This company here has been that, as I found myself to be this unlimited being, the joy was my fragrance which was here, so I didn't have to hold on to it or push it away or anything like that. So if this reassures you in some way that as you're coming to the truth about what you are, you'll find that love, peace, joy, all of these are natural fragrances here. So you're going to have to push it aside, in fact, it is very natural,