Taking yourself to be specially lacking is still pride

I was reading in this book that he gave me, Korean karazha, in Tirayakaasong. I was just reading in the plane to hear that she speaks about this humility. Which I don't like, I like human life and all of us do. So, you have to take yourself to be specially lacking in your humility is special. And maybe even to take yourself to be specially lacking in your humility is specialness. Specialness, not humility. None of us is humble enough. Because you still take the me to be something. This somethingness is pride.