The Me-Ow happens on the substratum of God Now

When we have the idea that only after all I do is something God will be, that means that God existence is also preconditioned on some state. And this God is not worth it. The only God that is worth it is the one that just is irrespective of what the appearance might be. So actually the meow, meow is also happening on the substratum of God now. God is not going even when God is playing with the notion of me. I was saying they are the real that this notion of God now, this idea that consciousness is all there is. You can see a bit distant initially. You can feel like, but I have no experience of this. And the question can come, but what is this God that you speak of?