Two ways to live: God Now or Me-Ow

one of two weeks. One is God now. Let me say God is here. God now. And the second is me, God itself is playing in one of these two weeks. God now, for me. And sometimes it feels like There's almost like some of you will practice your body now. There's a pose called three pose. So to me, I always like me trying to do the three pose. For a while, it feels like I can do this. I can balance this body like that. But it doesn't work. So it's in the same way for a while, or the me can actually work. If I try this, if I just be like this, if I get this much wealth, if I just get this relationship, if I get these material objects, or I get some sort of understanding