Why do we doubt God's provision when we're at His door?

tangible seeming gift that we received in Maya, and we say that, but it is impossible to not give value to that. Now, what happens is there's a position created in that, which is saying that if I go to spend my entire existence focused on God alone, he would not provide any of those things. So, that's what I'm also saying that by G said that if somebody was sitting at your door also and did not leave you would also provide for them. So, how is it that we are sitting in God's temple, trying to resolve me to make our life and service to God? Why do we feel like he will not provide for us? Lord Krishna did not sense with Ama how he is saying, no, no, I'm not going to help you in Maya. So, the only thing to remember is that the reliance that we have on the moon, and the thing, the reliance on my will to do in Maya is a lack of faith in God's provision in whatever situation we are in, lack of faith in God's providing. Like I am doing so much, therefore, I have family, wife, kids, money, all of that stuff, but if I left it to God, it will all be lost.