Wanting to be alone is still a social construct

So that can also be strangely enough that is also in a way like a social construct Because we are making a relationship with in relation to the rest of society So it may not seem like I'm conforming to social construct But it's still trying to get what is my position with with respect to society That I want to be alone, I want to be left alone I want to be Father, then it's about Always wanting to take one position or the other, no, exactly Instead of following God's will which must make us constantly innocent like a child Like we don't know Do you want to be alone or you want to live in a large community of thousands of people? We might be able to rely on our heart in the moment for that also Do you have a suggestion of like how to stay in this near and third job? If you're doing something else like how do I keep jumping? I feel like my attention is going to something else. I stop jumping I'm not being able to jump at that moment