Empty myself of myself and be with him

not palpable to us, he is there, he must always have this faith and when it is up to him to open this, this curtain this way, is it? But if you have this eternal, unshakable faith that I will not bother about anything else, I will not bother about anybody else's reports, nothing. I know my teacher has told me God is in your heart, I have to just empty myself of myself and be with him, as difficult as that may be, he knows my attempts, he knows every time I turn towards him, away from the world, is he? And because he was not there, if he was not meeting you, then he could not reveal himself to you, is he? Because that process of revelation has to be from him already being there in the heart, opening the curtain then, is he?