Reading 'I Am That', I was frustrated I couldn't stay in 'I Am' for three years

So, times in this path, they can seem to be many frustrations, many frustrations, then it's very natural, because what the masters are asking us to do is actually impossible to do. And then we can feel helpless about it. So for example, if I tell you, don't do this, don't do this, then you feel like I have to do that, you know, and you say, okay, don't even do that, then you say, but then okay, I just have to stay here. But if I say, don't even do that, then you may come up with some more, but I'm going to say, don't even do that, you see? So the thing is, we feel a little bit at a loss. We feel frustrated, we can feel angry, like somebody was talking about Maharaja a while ago, and I remember reading, I am that before I met Guruji, and for a long time I used to feel very frustrated, very angry, how to stay in the eye, I am for so long, I can't even do it for a few moments, he's talking about three years, as if it's a short time.