You cannot quantify whether you are close to God

Really ridiculous, but the way my a place or a mind place that I sometimes judge my godliness by the presence of my right for example, you say If my eyes strong and so I should be closer to God Yeah, my eyes ring too hard whole day. I try too hard. So I'm somewhere inside I'm closer to God in that and the other wheels right from the days good And nothing happening health is good life is good Then it's feels like my is not trying. So I'm I'm my is not trying at all so yeah must be far must be far So this can also be like I'm so close to God that my I can't Could be taken either with it No, I reckon in this Try just try to quantify What is what is the What is the better way to check Am I In God's presence Don't I determine whether you are in my ass presence or not If you are trying to determine that means you are So So just see if you got is here and God is here seems real to you Authentically in your heart not that high is real only you know