Why does the mind seem noisier when we come to spirituality

I first notice how noisy my mind is when I first came into spirituality I didn't realize it before that Is it so what happened did my mind suddenly become noisy because I came into spirituality? No It felt like that But it was just that we are noticing it now what is happening is because you're falling in love with God You're noticing all these things which will be Thrown out They will all be thrown out. So you're noticing all of these things The best way to look at them is that they are leaving They are leaving some years. They didn't hear How many years did they take to come? Yeah, so and we don't know maybe lifetimes This is maybe lifetimes. So sometimes it takes years And that it takes years. That's what I was trying to tell she was also That sometimes it's also his mercy that it takes years Because we are not strong enough for it to Like that see if it all came up in front of us to be jetted out In one shower is it the mind could itself. It's not that the mind has lost It's intention to keep us trapped So when all of this comes at one shot and the mind will say that What's happening to you? This is too much. I can't take it anymore. Stop this spiritual business