Maybe it's just fear of disappearing — fear of ego in disguise

And I feel like mine is fear. And I always thought it was fear of rejection or fear of being replaced or fear of abandonment. And I tried to look deeper into that fear and what it actually was. And it feels like maybe it's even just fear of disappearing. So like fear of death or fear of ego in disguise of fear of rejection through relationship. And well, there's really nothing to it, but I just want to bring it to you somehow or gain clarity on it or be able to release it because I feel like it really, when it comes up at burns, you know, and it really comes up strongly and I kind of just accepted it and reacted to it as if it was me. But I see that it's really detrimental and holding me back in and being, so I guess that's it. I mean, I don't know where else to go from that.