The voice that makes you feel bad asks to feel better

The very voice which makes us feel bad says, I want to feel better. The very Maya which makes all this distraction from God happen, says, can I just be in peace? Then it says, I want to be peaceful. Yeah, I just want to be peaceful. I don't want to be. But you created all that. The mind created all that rubbish. Then it says, oh. Then it makes it the judgement of whether God is or not. I am not feeling better. God is not. When we are in this me, God is not. He is just made up. But in that mode where is God? That's right, there is no God, God seems unreal, this Maya seems real, this body seems real, the Me seems real, the Struggler seems real, God is just a far-off concept, and when we turn to God then all of this is laughable.