What feels like suffering on the path is the false being ejected

And when we're not creating new conditioning, what happens? The clean up happened. The clean up happened. All the fall is ejected out. And that's when we start the process, it feels horrible. Because I feel like I'll be so peaceful, I'll be so happy. But see what is coming. But see what is coming. Now, this is coming. Now, this is coming. But actually, it's not coming. It's going. And we start to immerse ourselves in the holy stuff, then the unholy stuff is being ejected out of us. But the mind tries to use that to keep opposition about it by saying, see what is coming to you. Stop this rubbish. That's how many people get into this fallacy that once you get into spirituality, you actually suffer a lot more. Much of that is all the stuff which has been repressed and we have been fearful of wanting to meet. Now, it's coming to the surface to leave us. There it is.