Don't settle for peanut-narratives about life

Tell me one legitimate concern we can have. It's only based on the forgetting, isn't it? That I am in this by myself, for myself. I have to do this even spirituality. I have to do this for myself, by myself. I need to decide big things. I need to make these choices which are so difficult. I don't know and I've been trying for so long. Then where is God in the narrative? At best, God is, we are here to help me, definitely come like that. Paul, I am talking about myself for this. So, what happened, this is what my life has been, and actually I have to admit that God has helped me every time. Is that, is that worthy of His presence? We settle for these things, because we believe by the mind, the mind allows us to settle for these peanut type narratives about our lives. But the fact of the matter is that we can be in a such sun with God throughout our lives. This such sun, any such sun is just a sampler,