I want you to be right (a seeker's honest confusion)

There's some confusion over here. Because I was listening to some Robert, a Rupert Spira. And he was saying that there is the phrase, the question, who am I, is overused. And he uses the term, am I aware? He thinks that one's even more pristine and clear. So there's confusion over here, because I want to believe everything you say. And I want you to be right. I want you to be the final authority. And I also really like Robert Spira, and I find him very easy to listen to. It's very soothing and clear. It reminded me of, so he will just pause for a second. It reminded me that in some time, one time, I just came out here, ask yourself, are you aware now? And then I said, I feel that this question, are you aware now?