Transcribing without making a conclusion

So yesterday I was doing this transcript. And you know that you are just doing this transcript of no description where you said, you are an inherent experience. Can you say, you can't even say it alone or self or consciousness or if you did not make a distinction. I was like, you know, I mean, in transcribing that I am doing it. Like having the taste of not making a... Just this whole seeking or fighting with the mind and seeing that it just fell off. I mean, but the one thing which, I mean, if something comes up, it is like the one thing we say, I mean, I want to celebrate or say, but it is just that whole feeling of not having to fight with the mind and make a conclusion. Or even if it did make a conclusion, it doesn't mean anything. It just didn't... It stopped meaning something that made a conclusion or it said this or that or this way or that way or whatever. And this... It's something on the line and this question, but then who am I?