Allow yourself to fall, see what happens

From default? Yes. So, allow yourself to fall if you can. But also, it's coming to see it like mind is saying. You must be... Don't distract. Don't distract. Now, allow yourself to fall. You said very good to distract from this seeming sense of falling. Don't worry. Allow yourself to fall. See what happens. There are two things like fighting. Some relaxation. And like I will disappear. Be a deception for you. Like I was for my father. I cannot go into it. So, don't go with that. Just go with the falling with the relaxation. Nothing is happening just to... Just I can be quiet and somehow there are some joy. And I can look for the oceans. Not I cannot force. Yes. I cannot save. Oh, mind says, fall now, fall now. Not that. Nothing is aware of me. Yes. That also goes. No effort is needed. Because awareness is here. It's so evident.