Chocolate cake mixed with mud

is it because like Guruji says the if you give the mind the chocolate cake it is only going to mix mud in it you see so this pristine discovery that you're discovering if you go to the mind for each idea about what else it wants you see it's obviously going to say but where are the fireworks I was expecting something very deep very profound you see but it is missing the profundity of this this is the most pristine discovery because it is your only non phenomenal experience the I that exists this I this I this self recognition is the most pristine most profound I would say because for this you need nothing everything else needs a condition everything else needs time everything else needs space but this