राम
Contemplative Interlude

They Ask to See the Formless with Their Eyes

Bala Kanda, Chaupai 144

Doha 144 · Movement 1 of 2

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The couple live on vegetables, fruits, and roots while remembering Brahman as existence, consciousness, and bliss. Their austerity deepens for Hari. Water is relinquished, bodily need grows faint, and one desire becomes constant within both hearts: may they behold the Supreme Lord with their own eyes.

The One they seek is without attributes, indivisible, infinite, and beginningless. Knowers of truth contemplate him, while the Vedas approach through the great negation, not this, not this. He is pure incomparable bliss beyond every boundary, and from his powers arise Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva.

Yet the same immeasurable Lord comes under the loving command of devotees and accepts a playful form for their sake. Manu and Shatarupa place their longing upon that Vedic promise. If it is true, let the unseen Absolute become visible before them.

The Vedas say not this, not this, while two devotees wait to see Him face to face.

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करहिं अहार साक फल कंदा। सुमिरहिं ब्रह्म सच्चिदानंदा।। पुनि हरि हेतु करन तप लागे। बारि अधार मूल फल त्यागे।। उर अभिलाष निंरंतर होई। देखअ नयन परम प्रभु सोई।। अगुन अखंड अनंत अनादी। जेहि चिंतहिं परमारथबादी।। नेति नेति जेहि बेद निरूपा। निजानंद निरुपाधि अनूपा।। संभु बिरंचि बिष्नु भगवाना। उपजहिं जासु अंस तें नाना।। ऐसेउ प्रभु सेवक बस अहई। भगत हेतु लीलातनु गहई।। जौं यह बचन सत्य श्रुति भाषा। तौ हमार पूजहि अभिलाषा।।

They lived on greens, fruits, and roots alone, remembering Brahman, who is sat-chit-ananda. Then, for the sake of Hari, they took up still fiercer tapas, giving up fruits and subsisting on water and roots.