राम
Shri Yayati Ji

श्रीययातिजी

Shri Yayati Ji

From the Bhaktamal of Nabhadas, with Priyadas' Commentary

A king out hunting hears a voice rising from the ground itself. He follows it to the mouth of a dry well, deep and narrow, and finds inside it a young woman, drenched and shivering, who has been there long enough to give up shouting and start merely weeping. He lowers his own upper cloth into the darkness and pulls her up by it, hand over hand, and only once she stands before him, gasping and furious rather than grateful, does he learn her name: Devayani, daughter of Shukracharya, the guru of the asuras. She had gone to bathe in a forest stream with a friend, Sharmishtha, daughter of the asura king Vrishaparva, and a gust of wind, some say Indra's own mischief, had scattered their clothes on the bank so that in the scramble to dress they put on each other's garments. A quarrel over whose clothing belonged to whom turned, as such quarrels do, into a quarrel over whose father outranked whose, and Sharmishtha, stung by a jab from a mere brahmana's daughter dressed in a king's dependent's silk, shoved Devayani into the well and walked away believing she had left her for dead. That is how Yayati, son of Nahusha, sovereign of the lunar line descended from Chandra through Pururavas and Ayu, first came into this story: not as a bridegroom or a philosopher-king but as a man who happened to be riding past a well.

Devayani would not go home. Weeping before her father, she declared she would set foot in the asura capital again only after Sharmishtha herself came to serve her, and Vrishaparva, unwilling to provoke the guru on whom the fortunes of his entire people rested, persuaded his own daughter to accept the humiliation of becoming Devayani's attendant. It was in the course of arranging this that Devayani met her rescuer again and asked Shukracharya for Yayati's hand. The old sage agreed, on one binding condition, spoken aloud in front of the whole court: Sharmishtha would go with Devayani into the king's household, but Yayati was never, under any circumstance, to bring her to his bed. Yayati promised. For a while he kept the promise.

Sharmishtha, however, had her own dharma to weigh against her promise to a rival. When her fertile season came, she went to Yayati privately and reminded him of an older rule than any oath sworn to a father-in-law: that a king who turns away a woman approaching him in her season, especially a woman of royal blood herself, incurs a fault as grave as the one he is trying to avoid by refusing her. Caught between two claims on his conduct, Yayati chose to satisfy the one made in secret, and over the following years Sharmishtha bore him three sons, whom she raised quietly among her own attendants while Devayani, absorbed in her own two boys, noticed nothing. It could not last. Devayani found three children who bore Yayati's unmistakable stamp playing where they had no business being, forced the truth out of Sharmishtha, and rode straight to her father's court, betrayed twice over now, once by her husband and once by the woman she had made her servant precisely so this could never happen.

Shukracharya did not argue the fine points of dharma that had moved his own daughter's rival. He simply cursed Yayati, there and then, to be seized by the decrepitude of extreme old age in the very prime of his life. When Yayati came before him, half his hair already white, his limbs already failing, and begged for some mercy, Shukracharya told him what every telling of this story remembers: that a curse once spoken cannot be recalled, only redirected. If Yayati could persuade one of his own sons to take on his old age in exchange for his youth, the exchange would hold, and Yayati would be young again.

He asked the eldest first. Yadu, Devayani's firstborn, refused a decrepitude he had done nothing to earn, and for the refusal his father told him that his descendants, however numerous and however glorious, would never sit on a throne as sovereigns in their own right. Turvasu, the second son, refused in turn and heard an equally hard word. Druhyu and Anu, Sharmishtha's elder boys, refused as well, each drawing his father's anger down on the fortunes of his line. Only Puru, Sharmishtha's youngest and the least likely by rank of birth to inherit anything, said yes without conditions. He took his father's ruined body into his own young limbs and gave Yayati back the vigor of youth, asking nothing in return but to have done right by the man who had given him life.

With a young man's body restored to him, Yayati kept it for what the old storytellers call a thousand years, and he spent that time exactly as a man freed from the fear of dying old might be expected to spend it: in the company of beautiful women, in feasting, in hunting, in every pleasure a chakravartin's court could supply. And at the end of that immense stretch of indulgence, worn down not in body now but in something harder to name, he arrived at a recognition he later tried to hand to Puru along with the youth he was returning: that desire does not go out when it is fed. It grows, the way fire grows when ghee is poured on it, higher and hungrier with every offering rather than nearer to being satisfied. He had heard this taught since boyhood, he told his son, and had read it in the sacred books besides, but only now, after a thousand years spent trying to prove the teaching wrong, did he actually know it was true.

He called Puru back, returned his youth to him exactly as it had been lent, resumed his own old age without complaint, and then did something that mattered as much as the confession itself: he crowned Puru his heir, passing over four elder sons in favor of the one who had shown character rather than the one whose birth order entitled him to the throne. Then Yayati walked into the forest, took up the bark garments and the begging bowl of a renunciate, and spent his remaining years in tapasya fierce enough, tradition holds, to burn away what a thousand years of pleasure had only fed. That discipline earned him, in time, a place in Swarga among the gods.

Heaven did not hold him. Asked by Indra, or by the sages of that court, to account for the merit that had brought him there, Yayati is remembered as having answered with pride rather than humility, boasting of sacrifices beyond counting and holiness beyond comparison, and pride was enough to have him hurled back down toward the earth headfirst. It was not the first time this particular fault had struck this particular family: his own father Nahusha, once elevated to Indra's own seat during a period when heaven's rightful king was in hiding, had grown so intoxicated by the position that he forced sages to carry his palanquin and kicked the great rishi Agastya for being too slow, earning a curse that turned him into a serpent on the earth below. Falling now himself, Yayati passed through the middle air and was met, before he could strike the ground, by four kings of surpassing virtue: Vasumanas, Pratardana, Shibi, and Ashtaka. Tradition traces these four to his own daughter Madhavi, who had been given by Yayati years earlier to the sage Galava in place of an impossible bride price of eight hundred rare horses, and who bore each of the four a son by a different father while a boon kept her ever able to return to her original state, so that in a strange and moving way it was Yayati's own daughter's long-ago sacrifice that produced the very grandsons now positioned to catch him as he fell.

The four questioned him with real curiosity rather than judgment, asking what he had seen of the heavenly worlds, how merit is spent and lost, what happens to a soul between one body and the next. Yayati answered as honestly falling men tend to, and moved by both his answers and their own reverence for an ancestor who had, after all, once given away everything including his own youth for a son's sake, the four grandsons offered their accumulated merit to him freely, enough between them to lift his fall into an ascent, and five golden chariots are said to have carried the whole company back up into the heaven he had briefly lost.

The verse fragment that survives from the Bhaktamal's own telling of this story is almost nothing: a bare note that his sons were Shri Yadu ji and Shri Puru ji. But that thin thread is doing heavy work. It was through Yadu's line, the very line his father had sworn would never wear a crown as sovereign right, that Bhagavan Krishna would one day be born into this world, a king in every sense that matters even though the old curse about the throne held true to the letter. And it was through Puru's line, given to the youngest son not because custom demanded it but because love and courage had earned it, that the Kuru and Pandava houses of the Mahabharata would descend. Nabhadas set Yayati among his gallery of devotees not because a king who spent a thousand years chasing pleasure looks like a saint by any ordinary measure, but because his story ends exactly where every bhakta's story has to end: in the admission that indulgence cannot fill the hole it promises to fill, in the willingness to hand over one's crown to the child who deserves it rather than the child who expects it, and in the humbling discovery that even a fall earned by one's own pride can be answered, unearned, by the love of those who come after.

Teachings

A Thousand Years Proved What Philosophy Could Not

Yayati could have been told that desire is insatiable. The sages had said so for ages. But he had to find it out in his own body, over a thousand borrowed years of youth. He plunged back into the world of pleasure with Puru's vitality coursing through him and spent every season of it chasing enjoyment. At the end of that millennium, he arrived at the realization that has echoed through Indian scripture ever since: desires are never quenched by enjoyment. Like fire fed with ghee, they only blaze the more. The Sanskrit verse, na jatu kamah kamanam upabhogena shamyati, became one of the most quoted lines in the Mahabharata. What moves me about Yayati is that his understanding was not borrowed from a book. It was purchased at enormous cost, through the sacrifice of his son's youth and his own dignity. That kind of knowing does not leave. It burns itself into the heart. And what was left after the burning was the ground in which devotion could grow.

Mahabharata, Adi Parva; Bhaktamal, Entry 71 (Shri Yayati Ji)

The Appetite of the Senses Has No Floor

Yayati was not an ordinary pleasure-seeker. He was a Chakravarti emperor with the resources of the entire earth at his command and, through the grace of his son, a full thousand years of youth in which to use them. If any soul in history had the conditions to find satisfaction through sensory enjoyment, it was Yayati. He did not find it. What he found instead, at the end of those thousand years, was the recognition that the vessel has no bottom. You can pour the whole ocean in and still the hunger whispers for more. This is not pessimism. This is the most honest observation about the structure of desire that I have encountered in any tradition. The craving does not diminish with feeding. It deepens. Recognizing this is not defeat. It is the beginning of freedom. Yayati saw clearly what a lifetime of ordinary experience could easily obscure, and that clear seeing was the first real step he ever took toward God.

Mahabharata, Adi Parva; Bhagavata Purana, Canto 9; Bhaktamal Entry 71 commentary

What Puru Taught by Saying Yes

Four of Yayati's sons refused him when he asked them to accept his curse of old age. Only Puru, the youngest, son of Sharmishtha, stepped forward without complaint and took his father's decrepitude onto his own young body. I have spent time sitting with what Puru's yes means. He did not negotiate. He did not weigh his own comfort against his father's need. He simply gave what was asked. The Mahabharata says that Yayati was deeply moved and that it was from Puru's line, honored precisely for this act of selfless devotion, that the Kuru dynasty arose and the Pandavas eventually came. Puru's willingness planted a seed that grew into one of the most dharmic lineages in all of history. Yayati's story thus carries a teaching about the son as well as the father: that selfless giving, offered without calculation, becomes the ground of something great. The detachment Yayati spent a thousand years discovering, Puru already possessed in his youth.

Mahabharata, Adi Parva; Bhaktamal, Entry 71 (Shri Yayati Ji)

Vairagya That Is Earned Runs Deep

There is a difference between the renunciation of someone who has never tasted the world and the renunciation of someone who has consumed it whole and found it empty. Yayati's vairagya was the second kind. He did not turn away from pleasure because he was afraid of it or because he had never had the chance to try it. He turned away because he had tried it as thoroughly as any human being ever has, with every resource and a thousand years, and he had arrived at an honest conclusion. The Bhaktamal says that through the power of devotion to God, Yayati attained the supreme abode. That attainment was not easy or quick. It was the earned fruit of a life that did not skip any steps. When I hear teachers speak of vairagya I sometimes wonder whether I have earned any. Yayati's story reassures me that God does not require a clean history. He requires an honest one.

Bhaktamal, Entry 71 (Shri Yayati Ji); Mahabharata, Adi Parva

Returning What Was Borrowed

After a thousand years, Yayati went back to Puru. He returned the youth that had been lent and took the weight of old age back onto himself. Then he crowned Puru king, honoring the son who had given everything freely. This act of return strikes me as one of the most spiritually complete gestures in all of the epics. He did not hold onto what was not his. He did not keep the borrowed blessing past its purpose. He gave it back with gratitude and stepped willingly into what remained. Yayati then went to the forest with Devayani and Sharmishtha and turned the same fierce intensity that had once powered a thousand years of indulgence toward penance, prayer, and the worship of the Lord. He was not a different person. He was the same person, pointed in a different direction. The Bhaktamal records that through God's bhajan, he attained paramdhama. The vessel that once overflowed with desire was the same vessel that, emptied and offered, became fit for God.

Bhaktamal, Entry 71 (Shri Yayati Ji); Mahabharata, Adi Parva

Hindi text from OCR scan (Khemraj Shrikrishnadas Prakashan, CC0). May contain errors.

Source: Shri Bhakta Mal, Priyadas Ji (CC0 1.0 Universal)
Mool: Nabhadas (c. 1585) · Tika: Priyadas (1712)