राम

श्रीगदा घरमध्जी

Gadadhar Madhya

From the Bhaktamal of Nabhadas, with Priyadas' Commentary

One night a thief entered the house, gathered all the possessions, and tied them into a bundle. But the bundle became so heavy he could not lift it. Shri Gadadhar Bhattji quietly came and helped him lift it.

The thief, stunned by this, asked: 'What is your name?' When Bhattji told him, love awoke in the thief's heart. He thought: 'To steal from such a mahatma is a great sin.' Bhattji said: 'Take it and go. This is your livelihood. By morning, people will bring me ten times as much.'

The thief fell at his feet: 'How can I take this wealth now? My heart yearns to offer my very life at your feet.' Bhattji tried to persuade him: 'You abandoned the fear of death and laboured hard for this. Take it away.' But in the end, the thief forsook thievery, became Bhattji's shishya, devoted himself to bhakti, and was liberated from samsara.

This was the nature of Gadadhar Bhattji. He brought comfort to all. A true sajjana, a suhrid, sushila, free of envy, desireless, a repository of kripa and karuna. He took birth for one purpose: to establish devotees firmly in ananya bhajan of Bhagavan. In Vrindavan, from his own mouth, he showered Shrimad Bhagavat like clouds raining amrit.

Once, while still at his home, he composed the pada beginning 'Sakhi, ho Shyam rang rangi...' When Shri Jiva Gosaiji in Vrindavan heard it, he was so enchanted that he wrote back: 'Without the rani, how did the colour of Shyam come upon you? Great wonder fills my heart.' He sent two sadhus with the letter. Those sadhus arrived near the town and found a man doing his morning ablutions at a well. They asked him: 'Where does Gadadhar Bhattji live?' He asked them: 'Where do you come from, O saints?' They answered: 'From the crown-jewel of all places, Vrindavan.'

The instant he heard the name Vrindavan, Gadadhar Bhattji, overcome by prem, fell unconscious to the ground as though his very prana had departed. Just the name of that sacred place was enough to undo him completely.

Another time, someone sent a woman to defame him before an assembly. The listeners grew angry and wanted to punish her for lying. But Bhattji calmly declared: 'She speaks the truth.' Everyone was deeply pained. Then the true facts came to light, and relief and joy spread among all.

Once, a visiting mahanta noticed tears of prema flowing from the eyes of all the saints during katha, and he grew anxious that tears would not come from his own eyes. The next day, he came with ground pepper and secretly applied it to his eyes so that tears would flow. A saint noticed this and told Bhattji. When the listeners had departed, Bhattji, deeply moved, embraced the mahanta to his chest and said, weeping: 'If only such longing would arise in me too, that would be a blessed thing.'

From Bhattji's heartfelt embrace, genuine tears began to flow from the mahanta's eyes every day from then on. That is what the touch of a true bhakta can do.

Teachings

A Single Word Is Enough

When the two messengers told Gadadhar Bhattji that they had come from Vrindavan, he fell unconscious on the spot. He did not need to enter the holy dham, did not need to see its forest groves or its temples. The mere sound of the name was sufficient to dissolve him entirely. This is what genuine love looks like: it does not require the full presence of the beloved. It is already so saturated with the beloved that even a passing word, a syllable on the morning air, becomes unbearable sweetness. If you find that sacred names and sacred places still feel like information rather than homecoming, that is not a cause for despair. It is an invitation. The heart can be prepared. Keep company with that longing, and let it deepen you.

Bhaktamal, Chappay 138; Tika 182

Virtue Is Not a Performance

The Bhaktamal names Gadadhar Bhattji as sajjana, suhrid, sushila, nirmatsar, nihkama: a good person, a genuine friend, refined in manner, free of envy, free of self-interest. These are not titles granted by ceremony. They describe a way of moving through the world that simply never thought to act otherwise. His mouth rained the nectar of the Bhagavata on all who came near, and the text says plainly: no one who came to him left carrying sorrow. Goodness of this order is not constructed. It is what remains when all the anxious strategies of self-promotion fall away. What you actually are, when you have stopped trying to be seen, is what you offer to the world. That offering is the real teaching.

Bhaktamal, Chappay 138; Tilak commentary

The Mahanta and the Pepper: Longing Made Real

A mahanta once sat in Gadadhar Bhattji's katha and watched with anguish as tears of prem flowed from the eyes of every saint around him. No tears came from his own eyes. The next morning he ground black pepper and applied it beneath his eyelids so that tears would at least appear. A saint noticed, and gently informed Bhattji. When the assembly dispersed, Bhattji did not scold the mahanta or laugh. He drew him into a full embrace, and his own tears fell as he said: if such longing would arise in me too, that would be a blessed thing. From that day, genuine tears began to come. The touching, desperate wish to weep for God, to feel something real, was not treated as fraud. It was treated as the very seed of bhakti. And in the embrace of a true bhakta, the seed found its soil.

Bhaktamal Tika, episode of the mahanta

How a Thief Was Freed

One night a man entered Gadadhar Bhattji's home and gathered everything of value into a bundle to carry away. But the bundle would not lift. Bhattji came quietly and, without a word of reproach, helped him with it. The thief asked who this man was. When Bhattji named himself, something broke open in the thief. He could not carry the bundle now. He fell at Bhattji's feet. Bhattji tried to reason with him, to send him away with the goods, saying: this is your livelihood, by morning people will bring me ten times as much. But reasoning could not touch what had been touched by something else. No sermon had been delivered. No miracle had occurred. Bhattji had simply behaved as someone to whom it did not occur to treat another human being as an enemy. That unguarded goodness, without strategy, broke through where arguments never could. The thief renounced theft, became his disciple, and was ultimately freed from samsara.

Bhaktamal Tika, episode of the thief

She Showed Me a New Kindness

An adversary sent a woman to shame Gadadhar Bhattji before a public assembly, instructing her to make a false and degrading accusation against him. When she spoke, the listeners were enraged on his behalf and ready to punish her. Bhattji said quietly: she speaks the truth. The assembly was stunned. Then the full story emerged, the deception was laid bare, and relief moved through the crowd. But the teaching is not in the resolution. It is in that moment of stillness when Bhattji said she speaks the truth, without flinching, without concern for his name. Whether he did it to protect her from the crowd's anger, or whether he was simply beyond caring about reputation entirely, the Bhaktamal records it as a fact of his character. And when the man whose wife rose up in vengeful anger came to restrain her, Bhattji himself intervened, saying: she has shown me a new kindness. To call an attack on your name a kindness: this is not endurance. This is freedom.

Bhaktamal Tika, episode of the false accusation

Hindi text from OCR scan (Khemraj Shrikrishnadas Prakashan, CC0). May contain errors.

Source: Shri Bhakta Mal, Priyadas Ji (CC0 1.0 Universal)
Mool: Nabhadas (c. 1585) · Tika: Priyadas (1712)