What Is All the Struggling For? - 3rd September 2018

Guru provocative must everyone, anyone will come to satsang today. Guru Sri Mooji Baba ki jai.

You the other day were speaking about the photocopy version. So first of all, I'm working on more data for the photocopy version. And we fool ourselves with that. But as spirit, I learned that by fooling yourself... I mean, that is... we are testing the earth. I mean, when you're sitting, you're enjoying. Yeah, I don't know, I don't know, I can't define it now. And nothing can be defined, but I feel better. I'm enjoying the beauty of being, and then I can see also, and I can watch my being being there, being tasted. Bliss is not distant. I mean, everything is something is seen, everything is noticed, seeing. So are we... I'm not fooling myself, but it is not... but that is sound. Is that the not-self? Something is awareing there. I'm enjoying. I mean, we were doing that, something knowing that enjoyment. Even that knowing is not truth, is not the truth, it's not the ultimate truth. So okay, so from there, that understanding... and you redeemed us and I went nuts and hanging. I said I was hanging, and but I was hanging it, I was nuts. I said because you... nothing, no, not it, no, that's not it, no, that's not it. Because you know, because you know that we are believing in a photocopy who is she, not a SAP. Can you answer that?

So often speaking of the photocopy version, so what is it? It is a micro version of what is, and it usually lives on past some impressions from the past or prediction into the future, I suppose we do. So yeah, and it's complete exactly what is business now. I don't want to do anything with it. It's usually through experience, common experience, all that is on using objects. Whatever you see is an object. So what usually happens is even in spiritual experiences, the tendency to move on to it, you can keep it or they never receive it. You can take only so getting that which we can hold on to it, either the concept 'this is it' or always like a visual of the total numbering of it. That is the photocopier. But the truth does not meet this. The truth, if it is true, must be always here now. The two factors are to prevent you any experience from the past, meaning duplication from the past, and know that you went back to the photocopy version in your photo album instead of the reality which is so fashionable now. If you had a river, fresh water flowing in front of you, will you have to refer to the water from again on me? So when we go back to that, actually most of the time you let me see that through that, that viveka creates a sense of distance about what I'm pointing to. It's much more primary, just yeah. Rather I came to graduate them to make a picture of it or to make a confusion out of these attempts. Arthur has to make these photocopies and that is what is making further confusion for the robot that is looking for an infusion of the power. But the truth will be on such a confusion.

Okay, I had referred to the past because you the other day in the past you said, you know, we are using a photocopy version. But now when you say okay, so I have to... I'm trying to figure out what is the photocopy version which you explained now. Memory. It is memory, experience being tasted, everything. Yeah, whatever all those are, all those objects and everything that you feel, sensation, notions, everything is an object. So it's not you, it's not a real you. But now okay, now here now, you know, here, here now.

Here now. It's good to have it here and now. Can anything really sit? Actually, the way I presented that question, the answer was inbuilt in that. So let me ask again: here and now, what can be said? Is it good? Is there any separation? No expectation. Did you get something? The concept of getting, non-living is now something. It's time to make a confusion. Something off us is noticed, you see. So what would that something be like? To be a special feeling? It could be a little confusion, bliss. But it's good to... but I know that I'm saying that even will be here now. Is this what is the nothing? Endures everything. Don't want it. Just this condition that there must be something, and that something could be bliss, is no other quality. The mind is saying it's possible to let it go. It's yes, but you can be left. You can rule out this conclusion in a wheel because there's a 3D apply early. Can it be broken? Can it be split? Can it be half? Can I make pieces out of it? So without this idea, what is it? Because what you're recognizing, the thought, the distractions are very powerful, are meaningless. Only then you make yourself back into a limited entity in this motion of life. What is here? Let's leave that conclusion because it's neither simple nor difficult. Is it because anything you believe about it, you will yourself later question yourself? Is it because you believe it's real until now? You will go back home later and say it's simple in front of Ananta, or look at it now, also difficult. So whatever you do, even without the idea of what it is, because it will be on these dualities, simple and basically yeah. We just don't have to make a conversation. We don't have to let the best part of all the time, the best population we can have is without words. This doesn't mean you can't speak. These guys are here, or even that you would make something out of yourself. You want to make a body-mind, our clothes Armenia, allow me to do all the time since the little jealousy feelable and cures or anything like that. And that means modular, you don't have to wait for the second the King. They are no good because it's an unusual position you have to hold on to this with an experience or escape frantic. That is protocol in the sense that whatever conclusion we might have, because it is still the doubting Thomas which will come and say, 'Actually practice before would have it.' It still makes a 'me' out of you and says, 'I go paradigm, whatever I have this before.' But does it belong to any new power right now? Can you hold it, keep it in any way as before? So not only have you had it before, you have only believed before. Either speaking to yourself as move around targeted, or we are speaking about it as it itself. Having it, leaving, does not apply to reality at all either way. Maybe the 20-year-old who comes to satsang sits, there's nothing else I do, you know. What did you forgive me to stay? But is there effort to become a fertilizer, to become the catalyst? Is seething invitation, keep at it, keep at it to me to enjoy this. This is doing it for something you change it to try to say this not yourself, wanting to try to sit as yourself. Try to sit as your bouncing like don't he is in the China, not even for the Pirates artists, and we try to do it in your kind come. I got effortlessly for that. So the effort is going for work. So this any idea that something will get me something for this, there for that, but you are prior to that. The invitation is not so that you can become the smell. The invitation registers directly. My board is naturally present. None of the questions in an invitation are efforts. The harder it is some to taking, is it like this? You can be Dalian, you see these panels and very simple. So none of it is meant to be like heavy lifting, and none of it is meant to produce a certain outcome that can be just from our mind. It is meant to show you what is actually here. It's meant to show you actually here anywhere that I clippings is there. Only thing you can do is write a long bind to the motion of limitation right now. To buy things that I was saying some of the other do, if it feels like it is inferred, do not pick up from the... if you just under do flight, just landed, you will said you told go back, your bags are in bag number three. You go to bag number three and you written very well to come and then make it comes, you would have to make the effort to pick it up. Our second you will my dear, but actually you didn't have any check-in values, is it so? To not pick up is effort, or to pick up is effort? But if it seems like our habit to become automatically to walk to the conveyor belt and pick up a blue-colored man, then to this seemingly deep not go with that can seem initially like it is ever a good traffic is flowing. If you got used to crossing the street, then it will seem like in not crossing they making a network. Actually is the little more affluent. The Self is next loop hasn't even much more around. It's exactly yes, but you don't have to take a new prison. Is it like okay, Zen is doing something, but morning to evening our plan to become the Self? But naturally the Self we are you read morning to evening. 'I'm not going to do anything'—that is also prison as long as the 'I' is defined as a body-mind entity. It is the prison where the activities happening through it or not is like they're here. Where are you now? Well, let me quickly speak then. What is the relationship of this body sitting there to you? You say very nice and nowhere because I'm empty of all these qualities of time and space. Now the next question is: what relationship is that particular body to you? So how come the activities of this particular body again you call your activities? This body is sitting on the floor. What are you doing? No women do that. Then what are you if you never been the body or its activity? Now when I party this drama did Amanda here was to be reading and we can this monk he was sitting and like meditating lacy is so another senior monk comes. He says to this one, 'What do you do here?' 'I'm trying to become the Buddha, trying to become the Ruben.' So the senior monk, he picks up a brick and starts polishing. 'Do you know what are you doing?' 'The polishing who breaks it in the kamidana.' So then the junior monk cut it. But it is not about the activity of the body or what you're doing. It is just to come the simple recognition of the photometer, your true Self, which is just naturally here as this happening. Of course, the body can take many poses and postures, but is never about that can go wrong. The Self is itself, the truth is the truth. Now what can I do that can make the truth go away from me? Okay, anybody do so that the truth is gone? But even when you believe that it can mean just to believe, isn't it? Never changes anything in reality. If you were to believe that you're the green frog, would you become that? Would you have the power to be? So even when you add this layer of belief on top, does it fundamentally change the reality of popular? So then what is to kiss me to come to what you are? Relaxed. It's a good way to put it, but the quickest we cannot be to do a post-mortem on B before. Last night I started getting these to all parts and I believe them because there's not as much happiness. It's always just so are photocopies, are photographs, are post-mortem users. They are not ultimately help. This is so variable and I actually feel the master I do we think in videos like a nice sipping. It's just one see. Now what is the value of all these go to them? So photocopy is being done. You have to say you have to fresh water they were flowing in front of you in that you've already unit. But we have a small sip class, small class, we can be in some fresh water from three years ago. Everything is here now. Everything is here. Nothing has been taken away from the truth now. Why you have to refer to something or does that make you... but then I was just... it make you running with this movie to make sure the one who has a limited existence because then it makes you only that one. Old are you here now on that I'm saying this process was there. The process had to do everything with this new line too. Even in a dream you are memory of who people are around you for that will be the first moment of the green. Have to give it any meaning because itself and then because it is a position in the mind who knows. I don't do people as that. I feel so terrible. You have these technically you'll get all this kind of thing. Never love the greatest gift is only the will go to us is actually not come. But can we start measuring mimic start think this is go.