In the Freshness of This Now, It Is All Gone - 20th February 2018

So, the only seeming trouble is this, because you might not believe there was no seeming turbulence because this suffering is there, which is a result of the idea of a 'me' that can suffer. The logical question then could be: 'So what can I do about the me?' As long as there's a 'me', this 'me' has these attributes: the worship of desire, the sense of separation, duality, the 3D 'me'. So this 'me' can do that. So what can I do? Is there something I can do? Do not play this game. And one is there: allow the Guru to come into your life. Second is these motions to just come; allow them to come home as they arise and not be even a resting phase of your belief, of your identification.

And even if they are busy, the good news is that you're free of your entire belief system in this moment. Is there something more beautiful? That you could be identified for one million lifetimes, but let me check on yourself this moment. In the freshness of this now, it is all gone. The next thought will come from behind. What is it? Is it really gone? Come, come, try to doubt that. Often it seems like the entire pool of conditioning, the country of karma, seems to come back to you. Thank you all. Pretending doing or not doing, it is part of the appearance of this world. To claim your own Grace, your own Grace as consciousness just switches off all of this vacation.

And that's all of you have been in a pattern of awakening moment, like a play's performance over inside a street for this. That which was God has always been. For I can take Him to be something. Let me tell you something personal which is not true: I see that there is no such person, and yet I exist. All of you, I'm saying, speaking on your behalf: I see that there is no person, and yet my existence is here. That which exists is only one. Without making up a notion, without making up an idea, I never experience the appearance; I have only experienced oneness.

You take one piece of paper, put conceptual notions on them, say in the rational your bank. Let me tell you something: if you become the notion of countries, Italian, ethnic side notion, a one-year rule, okay... this is the piece of paper. These are appearances; they are still appearing. This is what I'm saying actually: all these appearances are still appearing, but till you are the notion, another 30... so label these motions. There is one piece of paper, one strong. There is no distinction within this example and what we seem to be doing, looking at appearance. Something that is this one, that is Gopal. Where is... is there such a thing as Gopal? Such a thing as written? Say, such a thing as alone? Since one, you.