Getting Used to the Seeing - 26th August 2015

And because you have believed for so long that you were just this bundle of blood and bones, this small miniscule not-even-grain-of-sand, that is why you seem to be taking some time to come to the realization, to settle the realization of your enormity, of your endlessness, your timelessness. You will come to this realization that everything which is appearing and disappearing is only in service to you. All that is happening is just at the level of being, just for your joy. It is for your entertainment. If you want to look at it simply, you can say that everything is happening just to make me laugh or cry, to engage me in some way. Actually, as something is rising, something is very recently given up: your belief in thoughts. And this is not escaping; it is just getting used to the seeing. I am all there is. I am all there is.

This settling in seems to be the process—a seeming process—but is it not that all there is, is settling in to all there is? Is that all the being is about? The false getting cleared away, all the pretenses about being just an object in this world are being dropped off. What now? What interference can you call 'me' or 'mine' truly? It increases time a little bit, being antsy because we are hearing some buzz. Turn it off in two seconds. Oh, there are no lights? Leave it as it is. You have to just deal with what is. What interference can you really say is 'me' or 'mine'? What's the basis for this? If there is no personal 'I' left, and it cannot be found after years of looking, are we going to persist with this belief?

So either you can say that I do not exist phenomenally at all, or you can say that in the higher realm of phenomena, this within me, this is what you see right now. This is all that you see. You don't have to come into this seeing; this can be allowed the continuum. And I must come to this: we are seeing this. All that is, is being experienced as the 'I am' within this being, by and as this being itself. Leave the mind; it will separate, make many out of this one. Without the mind, can you make many out of this one? And you can tell me, is it okay if we speak like this? What does it seem like? Is it just some fantasy world which is being spoken of, that has nothing to do with what we are? And as always, you can always say that you said something this big and this one is not there, is anything here? Because the way I see it is this other way, always, always flying in it.

Sometimes when we just let it flow like this, I know that there is no hope for the mind to get here. So initially it might struggle a little bit. And if it is struggling, then you might say, 'Okay, just drop it. I am not going to understand anything. This is funny.' But if it is struggling, then you say, 'I'm frustrated, I can't get it.' This is all the checker guy. I am going to be... then you let me know. And you say that this is what... but I'm not the one making this. Because actually, this is just your own being which is sharing your own direct experience right now with you.