Don't apply these words emotionally to yourself

As long as whatever is happening is helping us to unwurden, I am from all notions of I am something, ten meters, beautiful satsang, whatever is giving no notions to this I am on something is contradictory to or the sharing of satsang which might include even the words of satsang including it might sound contradictory to what I have been saying but really is wrong including if it is just a notion I am born or I am consciousness or I am awareness and the self if these are just notions that we are giving to ourselves then better to not hurt these words at all and that is why thousands of years actually all these words were just shared and secret, openishas, sit close, sit close to the master's