The mind tries to be your friend, your ally

Everything in light has been like this. I wanted a relationship, I got it. I wanted money, I got it, it all didn't get it either way. But dependent on the outcome. So the way has always been that I am seeking freedom. And yes, finally I got it. And freedom is actually freedom from this, with this one. It can keep jumping around. Don't expect that this one will vanish. Keep jumping around, it will celebrate. Then tomorrow, when you wake up, it will say, oh, you lost it. Then it's feeling sad. Then the after, no, no, there is no getting or losing it. You know, we do this, we do this together. It tries to be your friend. This mind is easy, it is trying to be your ally.